Good new everyone! =D

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON will be released on November 20, 2009. 
I am really looking forward to this movie. It's gonna be awesome! Seriously can't wait for the movie. *anxious*

*grins*

Taylor Lautner *handsome guy*

Robert Pattinson

P/S : Seriously can't wait for it!!! *grins*

Tomorrow will be a PATHETIC day

School was closed several days for the Form 4,5 and upper six students due to the PMR examination. My school had turned into a PEACEFUL place for these few days. What a nice and peaceful day! No disturbance. No noise. No one to commit crime. Or against discipline rules. And and and NO FIRECRACKERS. Peaceful school... ACS?? Peaceful school?? LMAO!!! Stop dreaming, Evon!!! Arghhhh... Tommorrow will be a PATHETIC day because those nuisance kids are coming back to school. I dont wanna go to school!!! Mr Mong will kill me if I am absent. Sigh~~
 Mr Mong took our free period to taught Chem last week. And he took my Biology periods as well. He was damn free. Mr Haeirul, my Bio teacher wasn't around because he got chosen for the PMR thingy. Look at these!!! I just calculated these!!!

How many periods of Chemistry I had for last week?

Mon (05-10-09) - 4

Tue (06-10-09) - 6 +  45 mins of colloquium

Wed (07-10-09) - 4

Thur (08-10-09) - 7 + 90 mins of colloquium

Fri (09-10-09) - I AM FREE!!! NO CHEMISTRY!!!

Ok. Let's calculate.

1 period = 35 mins

21 periods = 735 mins

                     735 mins + 135 mins (for colloqium) = 870 mins

It is equal to 14 HOURS 30 MINS

This is killing me. Mr Mong, you are killing me, you know! Luckily I still managed to survive and I am still be able to bear with him. He craps a lot. But it's funny, though. I like the way he relates Chem to our life and he taught us some applications. And, it makes sense. What the hillarious part is when he relates Yamuna with a guy named Vicra-Man. Example, Yamuna and Vicraman were held by strong hydrogen bond. Lotsa more. LOL.

Today is Yamuna's bday. She is officially legal. We celebrated her birthday at Modern.

Birthday Girl

 

This is Mong. My Chemistry teacher.

He likes to lecture his students a lot. LOL

P/S: I dont wanna go to school tomorrow!!! God, save me please!!!

Independent

Previously, I had blogged about myself. I am just trying to express my feelings of loss control of my mind. FYI, it's not for the sake of writing, but for the sake of releasing my anger. When you read what I had wrote, it may be a little depressing or it may sound like I am in a deep depression. Well, actually I am neither depressed nor sad. I look like a happy go lucky type of person that is always happy, and cheerful, right? Yes, indeed, I am.

But I am just an ordinary human being and my life still goes on. My life is up side down. Same goes for everyone. But even if I am feeling down, I will be just fine after all because I think there is no point of been upset, depressed or sad. As if like the world is about to end. I take things easily and I let things go easily as well. But somehow it took me a long time to let it go. And, it's always good to let go as it means something better is coming towards you. I dont want to have the same feelings because these feelings will destroy my life. I do appreciate my life as I think that God had endowed me with a good life. I am so glad that I was born normally. Thank you, God!

And, I LOVE MYSELF though I hate myself. I would not do anything to hurt myself when I am feeling down. People seem to be committing suicide when they are feeling down. But I will not commit suicide! Or do anything that hurt myself as I am already been hurt too much. For me, suicide is just a cowardly or foolish act to avoid facing reality. I will still face it no matter how hurt it is. No one gets through life without being hurt by another person. Throughout those experiences, I had learned to become more independent. As they say, no pain no gain. Anyways, thanks for everyone's concern. I am fine. No worries. =)

P/S: Mong is killing me. =(

I HATE MYSELF

I hate myself and no one but God knows.
I hate everything about myself.
I hate so many things that involve myself.
I hate myself more and more each day.
I hate myself more than anything.
I isolate myself and I spend a lot of time on the Internet.
I am a terrible person and I ruin everything in my life.
I believe that I don't deserve any good things.
I see a lot of reasons why I hate myself but i don't know how to fix them.
I don't trust myself, I don't know how to and I don't trust anyone else because people always hurt me. I also hurt people too.
I am afraid that if I tell anyone anything about me again they will just use it against me and embarrass and ashame me with it so it is better for me just to keep everything to myself from today onwards.


*CAN YOU EVER TRUST A CHEATER?*
Imagine a world where you couldn't truly trust anyone.


P/S: Thanks to my sister. Thanks for those advices.

Thanks, Mei Fenn

I haven't blogged in a while. Thanks to Mei Fenn for taking me out to lunch. It's been quite a while since I last saw her. When was it? Her birthday, i guess! Anyways, I was kinda happy to see her again. I think that she is just the same. Still a blur! And, SAMPAT! LOL

She brought me to a dessert shop about 3 something in the afternoon. So it is considered as my tea time. Before that, she fetched me back to her house to mandi first. LOL. I was just after my school hours. I think I am too dirty and smelly after school hours. Mei Fenn, you know what! Your room was totally messy. This is not very messy compared to mine. Tan Mei Fenn, clean up your room when you are free. Don't throw your shirts around. LOL. especially ahem ahem. I am pretty sure that you know what am I talking about. Right?? LOL...

The dessert shop was located at Subang. Opposite Asian Cafe, if I am not mistaken. I had never really went far away from Klang during weekdays. Most of the time, I will only be in Klang. I cant remember the name of the shop. Ermmmm. Snowflake Taiwanese Dessert Secrets, if I am not mistaken. Basically, they only sell desserts. She had ordered for me. It was quite good but I cant really recall what is the name of this dessert. The main components of the desert we ordered was cincau, sweet potato, and barley. Some may find it too sweet, though. But I think the reasonable pricing makes it a worthy try. I think I am obsessed with it. Nice and tasty. *2 thumbs up*

Looks tasty right???

 

Seriously, it is worth for a try. =)

 

Finished ~~~ ='(

Elaine>Mei Fenn>Me

On our way going back home, Elaine called me. So, we went to Elaine's house. Before that, she brought me to her bf's house. Actually, we were just passing by his house. Purposely. I think Mei Fenn missed her bf so much. She and her bf had been separated. Pity her. Then, I followed Elaine to Chi Liung's PM. I saw Nicholas Sim and Kian Eng. LOL. I realized I haven't been to pasar malam in a while. Reached home about 6 something. After that, my sister and I went to Dewan Dr. Ko. I had my dinner at Sriga,Chi Liung with my sister and her friends. Reached home about 10pm. Take my shower, online for a while and sleep. I didnt do my homework at all. Neither study! Looks like I am not well prepared for my final exam. =(

P/S: I hate myself for been so stupid!!! I would not trust anyone else except for myself!!!

I had felt the earthquaken *grins*

Woohoo!!! I had felt the earthquake. At last... My first time =) It is happened just a few moments ago. I was facebooking. And, I was sitting on the floor. Suddenly, I felt my bed shaking. At first, I tot I am having headache or wat. But later on, everything in my room starts to shake for a few seconds. OMG!! EARTHQUAKE EARTHQUAKE!! CHUN~~~!! I quickly sat up and ran over to the living room. 'Mom, I felt the earthquake.' My mom was like huh?! 'Where got? You maybe having headache.'says my mom. My sister interrupted in between, 'Are you crazy? Howcome I cant feel it?' Am I the only one who feel it? YES! WOOHOO!!!!! It actually wasn't that strong. =(

Luckily, I didnt took my nap just now. I used to take an evening nap every Wednesday. After badminton practice, I was damn exhausted and tired. Damn lucky wey. If not, I am going to miss out. Phewww~~~ I still could remembered it had happended before but I forgot when was it. 3 or 4 years back?? I was sleeping. Damn it. Basically, it came from Indonesia. It's like half of the Indonesia went missing.

I am quite happy today. I was quite satisfied with the attendance of badminton club members today. Normally, it's like less than 10 students (5 or 6 students) but today, more than 10. *grins* Ang, Kok Ann, Boon Siang, Chay Hou, Kam Ho, Kim Lin, Mian Yer, Chee Hui, See Wen and Yaw Guan came. Congrats, pupils! And, thanks for coming. =)

Api's birthday today-18th birthday. She is officially legal. LOL! Gave her a suprise. I was just tagged along. Kyalin is the one who planned it. Yun Chin, Li May, Amy, Cheng Ying, Mian Yer, Chee Hui and See Wen went. She felt touched, i guess. LOL! Anyway, happy birthday, Api! May God will bless you.
 
My friend told me that this earthquake came from Sumatra, Indonesia. Everyone is like discussing about it inside facebook now. It's like a hawt topic now. LOL. One of my friends were sad because she missed it. Pity Sweat Chen! Sigh~ Another friend lagi funny. Seriously I laughed non stop when I heard this. Funny fella. What will you do after the earthquake happens? Run away of course. But this fella ate sugar after the earthquake happens. What a funny friend!  *ROFL*

OH NO!!! I got a bad feeling about this. Seriously. TSUNAMI IS COMING BACK!!! OH NO~~~ Are we all going to die soon? Hopefully yes!!! HOORAY!!! Let's die together. R.I.P =)
Oh ya, my exam have been postponed. It's not next week. What a relief!!! HOORAY!!!

P/S. : 1) Funny Datin Gear!  =D
         2) Tua Pui Kia, don't be naked when you are sleeping! Don't catch cold ya! =b
 

School reopens tomorrow!!!

Today is Sunday! Sigh~ Why is Sunday comes too fast? Time passes by so quickly each day,especially Sunday. And, my raya holiday is over. One week is just gone without doing anything. Neither doing school homework nor studying. School reopens tomorrow. Why does the time fly so fast? Why does time go faster as we get older? Do you ever feel like time is just flying without ever a moment for you to stop and breathe? I just realized that as I am getting older, time flies really fast. I am 17+ now but I like a girl who is 14. In other words, I am still childish. I will turn 18 soon which means I am getting older.

I wish I could invent a time machine. I want to invent a time machine which can brings me back to my Form 4 life and time stops there. Suddenly miss those moments. I miss my ex schoolmates so much. I miss Mei Fenn, Elaine, Fion, and many mores. I had a lot of flash backs on those days. Mei Fenn and I used to ate Nasi Lemak and drank Pepsi for our recess. After eating a very spicy food like nasi lemak, you need to cool your tongue rite! So we drank Pepsi to cooled down our tongue. That feeling is seriously chun. It's like both of us addicted to Pepsi. *PEPSI JUNKIE* Not only that, drink carbonated water will also make me feel more semangat.  Oh ya, not to forget our fave Asam Soup Mee. Suddenly, I am craving for our secondary school foods. Seriously miss those foods badly. =(

I heard, the older we are, the mature we become. I wish this could be true. I am 17-no longer a small girl but yet I still behaving like a small kid. I don't want to be childish anymore. I hope I can do everything on my own. I need to stop depending on other people all the time. For instance, I could wake up on my own, no more depending on my sister and so on and so on...................................................................................

Testing Kim's new camera

Yesterday, I supposed to stayed at home and study but I ended up with shopping at Sunway. My sister wants to shop not me. I was just tagged along. I cant be sitting down on a chair......holding a book for a day? Seriously, I will be mad because time is passing slowly. So it's better for me to follow her go Sunway to make the time pass faster. Both Johnson and Rachel were tagged along. Rachel brought along her baby. Her dSLR! NIKON D90!!! Waaaaah!! I got the chance to use it so I must appreciate it. *grins* Damn heavy wey!!! Never knew that it's damn heavy.

We had our lunch there. At Canton-i Restaurant-a truly Hong Kong experience. I heard that Canton-i Restaurant (Kong Dong Kam Chu) is under Dragon-i Restaurant (Long De Chuan Ren), my sister told me this. I think Dry Char Siew Wanton Noodle are the most popular dishes in Canton-i Restaurant. I love the Dry Char Siew and Wanton Noodle, the Char Siew tastes delicious. Good! *2 thumbs up* Char Siew is also known as barbecued meat (usually pork) in China. Anyway, if you never try this before, you should go for a try. Oh ya, not to forget their egg tart and egg yolk bun. The egg tart was still hot and very very very fresh. yummmy~ Sounds tempting rite? Reminder : Dont forget to bring your tissue along because they will give u a pack of wet tissue before the dishes are served and it cost you about RM2. It's not worth it.

Oh ya, Kim brought a new camera-Canon Ixus 9515. So, my sister borrowed it and test it there. Here was her results. Quite clear! But it doesn't look as clear as I thought once I had uploaded in the blog. Weird!?

Rachel's dSLR-Nikon 90 *envy*

I was wondering why all the foods look so tempting?

Cute Lil Pig Bun

Cute rite?? But we did not ordered because we think it's not worth it!

2 for RM6?? It's just a red bean bun.

Sigh~ Reminds me of Bah Kut Teh.LOL.....

No need to introduce,i guess!

This is Johnson.

This is Rachel *small but cool* LOL

What a weird look,Johnson!!!

Rachel.Me.My Sister

Egg yolk paste is inside the bun. ^^

Must try must try.

Actually, I don't really like this bun.

I prefer Dragon-i's egg yolk bun. Nicer!!! =D

Here comes the fresh egg tart. Looks tempting? *grins*

P/S: The picture of Char Siew Wanton Noodle is with Rachel. I'll upload it once I get the picture.=D

I <3 You

This video reminds me of Belle. Mishka looks exactly like Belle. Hers eyes,i guess! Blue in color. I wonder Belle could ever speaks like Mishka? That is absolutely adorable if she can! Friggin cute. =D

Sigh~ I miss both Max and Belle. They are Siberian Husky! Max is belongs to Hendry while Belle is belongs to Elena. I wonder what were they doing now? I wonder they still could remember me or not? Sigh~ I don't know that much about Siberians but for me, they are friendly though they are fierce in looking. Trust me! They are beautiful and they don't bark much but Max barks a lot compared to Belle. Whilst, they don't bark that much, they howl and similar to a wolf.

According to my sister, they need to exercise. So I used to bring them for a walk around my house area every evening. Sometimes we run, sometimes we jog. But most of the time we walked. Seriously miss those moments. Each and every time I brought them for a walk, my neighborhoods will kept staring at both of them. But now, Hendry's maid took over my job. Sob. Looks like she could handle both of them. I mean take good care of them. It wasn't that hard actually. It's just that you have to clean up theirs poos and pees. That's what I hate the most! I am not afraid of been dirty but seriously it is friggin smelly. :S

I like to bathe them but I seldom do this because Hendry and my sister will always bathe them every week. It's hard to bathe them because they will run here and there. But it's fun because you will get wet too in the end! The most funniest thing when Hendry wore like a butcherman. Should be a butcherdog! Hahahahaha..... He used to wore apron made from plastic whenever he wants to bathe them. He doesn't want his body to get wet,i guess! Seriously he looks like a butcherman for me. Hendry,the Butcherdog. This is friggin funny. =P

But eventually they have moved to their new home. Sob sob. They'll be more comfortable in air conditioning. Twice a year, they'll shed or "blow" their undercoats and hair will fall out in clumps. So we used to brushed their fur frequently to keep their fur nice.

Besides, Huskies are commonly used to participate in skijoring. It's basically cross county skiing with a tow line attached to a dog's harness. I want to have an experience on this. Actually, I was craving for this long time ago. It happened to me right after I had watch Snow Man. Seriously chun! Imagine that!!! It's seriously gonna be fun. When will I get this chance? Sigh~ Wake up! No more dreaming, Evon.

P/S : I miss them so much.

I DO CHERISH YOU

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

Chorus

P/S:This is a very meaningful song for me. I like it's lyrics and it sounds very well to my ears. It's a great song, which I happen to be listening to right now. It's got a great message and people should live by it - appreciate the people and things around you because they won't be there forever.

FINAL EXAM IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!

Today, we got our final exam time table! SHOOT!!! *stunned* It's just around the corner. Starting from the 6th till 16th of Oct 2009. How many days do I have? About 3 weeks?? *open the mouth wide* I had counted again. It's 19 days. Die die die. What am I doing now? Still slacking around. WTH? I supposed to study and do my revision now instead of blogging, facebooking and playing barn buddy game. But I can't! SERIOUSLY!!! I don't have the studying mood recently. I can't even have a look at my books. It's like when I started to open my book, lotsa things will just came into my mind. Distracting my mind. Then I will keep on thinking, thinking and thinking. Something which is not even related to my studies at all. Where the hell my mind goes? LaLa Land, i guess! Sometimes, I think too much. As a reminder to myself from Mr. Mong, " You can't be a thinker! It's not easy to be a thinker!" So I shouldn't think too much now. I should concentrate more on my studies now. ^^


Plus, I can't sleep well nowadays. I mean I can't fall asleep at night. It's like I can't even sleep neither closing my eyes though I had lay at my bed for an hour. More than that,I guess! Am I having insomnia disorder? What is Insomnia? I had google up and these are the results. Insomnia is a sleep disorder that is characterized by inadequate sleep quality and quantity. These are the following symptoms:

• Difficulty falling asleep
• Waking up often during the night and having trouble going back to sleep
• Waking up too early in the morning
• Feeling tired upon waking
• Sleepiness during the day
• Irritability and problems with concentration or memory

I guess I am having all these symptoms now except for the THIRD symptom. LOL. I can't even wake up in the morning. My body is like damn heavy. In other words, LAZY BUM. Every morning, my sister will just yelled at me, "Evon Low,wake up! EVONNN LOWWW!!! WAKE UPPPPP!!!" I'll wake up most of the time. Usually, I'll asked her to give me 5 minutes more to sleep. And, please wake me up after 5 minutes. But sometimes, I'll just got annoyed by her. This is what I replied her when I was totally fed up. "You are very noisy, u know or not? Tell mommy that I don't want go to school today. I wanna sleep edy. Please don't disturb me. Bising betul." She will not bother me then. What a relief! But after that, my mom will come into my room and shout, "WAKE UP!" I'll straight away get up from my bed. Immediately!! Hahahah...


OKOK!! From now on,I promised myself not to go out this whole raya holiday. I am going to use these precious time to study. Evon Low,wake up!!!! Stop slacking around!!! *pinched my cheeks* Ouch!!! I am awake now, I guess! No more thinking and dreaming, Evon!

It’s Been a While

Aloha, everyone! I'm back! I haven’t posted on this blog site in almost 2 months. The thing is, I’ve been so busy with study and life things that I haven’t had time, and honestly, I haven’t had the urge either. That said, I’m ready to start again. The only problem is that I don’t know where to begin…

OK OK, the main reason for I'm blogging today is just to wish congratulation to both of u-Elena and Hendry whom were getting married on the 9th of September 2009. Congrats on your wedding! Truly happy for you guys. I wish you both a very happy life together for eternity. As quoted from Shakespeare, "God, the best maker of all marriages, combine your hearts in one, your realms in one." They were officially a pair of husband and wife-Mr and Mrs Tan. *applause*

I feel happy for both of them but I am sad because I could not attend their wedding ceremony. It's was my schooling day. Sob sob. Talking about my school rite, sigh, you know why? My schooling hours have been extended from 7.20am till 3.30pm. Woah! Imagine how tired am I? Super duper tired. Damn exhausted. The government is like trying to change our form 6 lifestyle into college lifestyle but but but we still have to wake up early in the morning-damn stupid right! Thought can sleep longer. Sigh~~~ OKOK! Cut the crap! I don't feel like mentioning about my school now. Back to my sister!!!!

Seriously, I am happy for you both. May God bless you and Hendry forever to be happy and your marriage last forever. May your 'Special Day' be fill with tears of joy, laughter & blessing. May you both have a wonderful marriage. Again, congratulation on your wedding. A new start and don't let the excitement stop. Everyday is a new day.

Pictures time. Hahahaha.... I had stole some pictures from your facebook. Hope you won't mind =p

This is a picture of my eldest sister and my bro-in-law. You look damn gorgeous and Hendry looks damn macho. The sweetest couple <3

My parent

Showing off their handcuffs =D

Daddy and Mommy said,"You are no longer a small girl."

I like this picture. Mrs Tan,the I-phone ambassador *laughing*

Looks like someone is regretting now =b

I like those white roses
Jie, I am jealous now. =P

Phewwwittt!!! Sexy Back!! XD

May You Both Live Happily Ever After Till The End Of The World <3