Saturday, February 20, 2010

THIS IS TRUE, I GUESS! :P
Dear Evon Low, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:  
The seriousness of your love:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Your views on education:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:  
What are you most afraid of:  
Why do people insult others? Why do people insult each other as jokes? Why do people always feel need to insult someone? Why do some people just insult others for seemingly no reason? Why do people insult others for no apparent reason especially when they know nothing? What is the most insulting thing someone called or said to you? Do you ever feel guilty for insulting someone? All I know when someone insults you, you feel the pain. Seriously, PAIN! Insult hurts! The person who insulted you will never feel the pain even though he/she didn't intend to insult you. All you have to do is just forget the insult no matter how much they hurt you. How do you forget insult? Take insults as compliments! And, compliments are GREAT! :)

Monday, February 15, 2010

Mocha's Birthday + CNY + Valentine's Day

Yesterday was our Mocha's birthday. Both her daddy and mummy weren't around. I bet she misses them a lot! And, Snow, too! We celebrated her birthday by buying a birthday cake while her mommy and daddy were actually enjoying their CNY at Bangkok! Luckily she already gave us our angpao before she left! Thank you, Mr and Mrs Tan for their "big" angpao! Anyway, remember to increase the amount of my angpao next year ya! ;)


My first CNY day was sooo boring because my banker, Auntie Elena was not around! WTH? Sigh~~~ As usual, I spent my first day of CNY at auntie's and grandma's house. It wasn't that fun actually! It has been our yearly routine. The same thing happens every year. And my relatives used to say the same thing to me every CNY, " Hey, Evon, you have already grown up! You are getting taller!" LMAO! I didn't grow for 3 years, I guess!


My cousin came over to my house. Gambling, of course! What else can we do on CNY? Gambling is our most important tradition on CNY. It's the easiest way to make profit, I guess! Not bad not bad! I actually won. Gonna make more $$$ within these few days. *evil laugh*


 
At auntie's house

This is my auntie, Cindy! :P

adik tergarang 

Cindy, your hand is not as BIG as my FACE! rofl

Mocha, the Birthday Dog 

Snow

M n S

Cindy Low, thank you for ruined the cake!

Happy 3rd or 21st Birthday, Mocha.
Here is your birthday cake!

Yummy yummy~~

CNY day and V-day is over! :(


PS : My banker is coming back soon! *grin*

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day people!

So, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day fall on the same day this year which means tomorrow. This means a double celebration for all those Chinese people. Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day people! *big smiley face*


As for Chinese New Year, I really do hope that the new year brings a change of luck for me as the last decade hasn't been fantastic. For those who are gambling, good luck in your gambling sessions and win more (from the banker). If you guys can't win any single cents, here are some tips that will help you. It's only for the superstitious people. These are some superstitions that are very common among Chinese people : wear RED (lucky color and promote prosperity) underwear when gambling, don't count any of the money gained or lost during a gambling session and do not touch someone's shoulder while he is gambling. Wanna win more? Just wear read undies over your head when gambling! But you must wear the most fancy cute underwear/panties/briefs/thongs/boxers! I bet you will win more! (roflmao) Anyway, to everyone celebrating CNY, have a great time and do take care on roads.


As for Valentine's Day, I hope that all lovers everywhere have a great day. Happy Valentine's day to all my family members, friends and my beloved one. There is one fact I want you know that I miss you so much. The bond that we share is unique and I am so incredibly lucky to have such a special person in my life. Since you came into my life there have been more fun, joy and love. 
( Don't laugh, I know it's effing disgusting. I bet when you read this, you are in a coma! =P )


Random Script : Sometimes A Sorry Being Said By The Mouth... Means Nothing From The Heart...

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Once a FAILURE is always a FAILURE

I am such a failure and I want to commit suicide! I guess I was putting too much pressure on myself! Life has been so hectic these days. Yeahhh, I am sitting for STPM this year! This is NO JOKE! And there are no second chances for STPM! Sometimes, I just feel like giving up now! I just don't know why, I feel like screwing STPM, I won't get good marks for it. You know what, my prediction is always true! I shall prove myself wrong that I am not a failure, but I just can't do it! I will admit it, I have been slacking so much! Maybe Mong was just correct, I am an irresponsible child. :(


I can't do anything! I can't study! I am not good enough! My parents just want the best for me. All  my parents want is just a good result! Actually, study is quite easy compared to working and earning money. That's all, and I can't even give it to them! I have nothing to give! What a FAILURE! It's NOT "a failure" but FAILURE! I feel guilty for them to have such a kid! I am already 19 and I can't even think like how a 19 years old girl did. I mean I still can't think maturely, I was plain worried! sigh~~ :(


Honestly, if I were them, I would be so embarrassed to have such an irresponsible child. I know it's way too early to give up no but I am just afraid I can't make it! I just can't think positively because I am afraid, I am only going to give myself a false hope! I know that I am setting myself up for being hurt to some degree if I keep feeding myself with false hope. Giving more false hope can be a burden also. I am already tensing up. :(


I felt unhappy and down quite a lot of time these days. A lot of unhappy things happened recently. I just don't like my current life in ACS now! I seriously don't know what is wrong with some people there? Yeah yeah yeah, they were right, I am good in bitching and flirting around with guys. You know what, I am a FLIRT! I flirt with a lot of guys and YEAH, I AM FLIRTING ALL THE TIME!


Post Script : I AM SO STRESSED OUT!