Thank you my sister <3

This post is specially dedicated to this "Leng Lui"

Specially for her.

Before she leaves, I seriously wanna take this opportunity to thank her.

Thanks to her. =)

She will move into a new family soon.=)
And, she will move into a new stage of her life.

On the 23th of Dec 2009 (next week..OMG..Time flies like an arrow,man!!!)
It's "her" day.
Congratulations on her wedding.
Thanks a lot to her.

Because she had brought me up besides than my parents.

(sounds dramatic I know but who cares la)

I am relying too much on her.

I depend too much, rely too much on her.

In fact, I rely too much on her for everything.

Now, I learn to not rely on her.

I'll promise to learn.

Actually, I am learning NOW. SERIOUSLY!

No more depending on her.

No more FUN!!!

No more borrowing her stuffs (awww....man......)
No more EXCITEMENTS!!! (oh no....)

No more ARGUMENTS!!! ("What a peaceful day," says Mom.)

No more sharing secrets. =(

No more.....having fun together, laughing together, crying together....and.....eating together..... (things I will miss the most)

No more...............................No more............................... (sighs)

I am going to be sad, seriously. =[ (I know this is dramatic)

Actually, it's all of us especially Daddy and Mommy.

I cry easily, I know. All of us know, actually. (ROFL)

So, I promised myself I would not cry.

I promised myself not to cry on her special day.

You Better Not Cry!

Thanks to this girl.

Oh ya, I have totally forgotten.

I should not call her a girl. Opps..

THIS GIRL IS A WOMAN NOW!!! (ROFL)

I should call her Auntie or Aunt Elena or Mrs Tan.

I think she prefers Aunt Elena, right?

Thanks to Aunt Elena. (no hard feelings ok?)

She gave us everything she's got.

Now, she has to create her own family-tree.

So, be a good wife and housewife.

No more being "naughty" *sarcastic smiley face*

Hey, please get us a niece or a nephew.

FASTER!!! MAKE IT AFAP!!!

(HEY, BOTH OF YOU GO GET A ROOM NOW-This sounds so wrong wei) *grins*

We can't wait to have a niece or nephew! Seriously!

My parents think the same, I guess!

I think my parents can't wait to be called "grandparent" (LOL)

Remember to be a GOOD MOTHER, Mrs Tan. =)

Thanks to her again.

She is definitely a good sister. (to be honest)

She is a wonderful sister who's full of things to be done.

She delights and amuses her family with all kinds of surprises and fun.

Yes, a sister's a wonderful female, it's a joy to have her around.

And when we need understanding, NO BETTER FRIEND can be found.

And when a sister is older, with each passing year, you will find,

She is always a GOOD COMPANION-the "sweetest" and "loveliest" kind.

Love You,

Evon and Family =)

 

 

 

 

 

 Give me this, please?

 

 

 

 

To be honest, I don't know how to edit those pictures but who cares la. The more I edit, the uglier it look. And, it is getting faker. So, it is better not to edit those pictures. Without editing, it looks natural. And, it's simple. Simple is nice. Words will describe those pictures. =)

Hey, don't get angry, ok?  Sorry for taking your pictures without your permission. Don't get angry, you know! You are getting married soon, you know! (Brides-to-be) Once you get angry, you know what will happen next! WRINKLES. ahahahaha... ANGRY=WRINKLES=UGLY BRIDE

EVON LOW IS SO LIFELESS *ROFL*

Gosh... I felt so lifeless. I am so dead bored. I am feeling bored this school holidays. My school holidays are so boring. I want to go back to school. I spent most of my time facebooking, watching TV and playing games with my brother. Arghhh... LIFELESS!!! I've just been staying at home doing nothing. I needa burn my time. I would rather spend my time facing Mong for 7 hours than staying at home doing nothing. I think I miss him. I miss his Chemistry class. I miss his lame jokes. And, I miss my classmates. Everyone must be doing their homework now except for Evon Low. *ROFL*

Actually, I should stay at home and study, update my Buletin and do my homework but ended up playing games with my brother. Sigh~~~ Unfortunately, I hate my brother. I mean that I hate playing games with my brother. He can't admit defeat-this is what I hate the most. I am the winner ok! Ishhh ishhh ishhh... Either he will shut the damn thing off or he will restart the game. Hey, I am not patient enough to play again ok! Sometimes, he doesn't want to play in the middle of the game because he knew that he was going to lose. Well fine then. But he started to finding chances to scold me when I am playing solo. STUPID DONG KU-this is what he says. Urghhh... My brother is the most annoying thing in the world. But in the end I have to play with him because it would be boring if I am playing alone. Lagi la LIFELESS if I am playing alone!!!

Oh no... I need to start doing my homework!!! I need to stop playing games!!!

THIS IS THE MOST BORING HOLIDAYS EVER!!! EVER!!!

Right after tuition, I went to Asoka straight away with Elizabeth yesterday night. Fion, Api, Chai Yi, Kyalin, Amy and Shir Feng were there, too. I want to meet Jacklyn so much. She just came back from Aussie for her summer holiday. She would be enjoying her two-month summer holiday. I remember the last time I saw her when we were Form 3. She was kinda tomboyish, and has kinda short boyish hairstyle. And, she is still the same now. She didnt seem to change much. It is just that she became more feminine. She is still able to speak in Mandarin and Hokkien fluently. And, she is still "cho loh". I mean that the way she speaks is like quite "cho loh". And the same goes for me. LOL. I still remember the last time I spoke with her in msn. Last year!!! It was right before my SPM. I mean chatting with her. She told me that she would come back by end of year 2009. I was like "huh"? Oh no, 1 more year to go. And now, this is the time. One year had past. It was just gone.

Before they arrived, Elizabeth and I talk for an hour. We reached there an hour earlier. Out of sudden, I asked her a funny question. It isn't funny,actually. I mean that I've never asked her about this question before. Not even once. Because I think we are still studying, so, maybe, it is not the right to think about this. *sacrastic smiley face*

Evon : May I ask you a question?
Eliz : Uh-huh!
Evon : What is the most important criteria in choosing a boyfriend?
Eliz : He must love me!
Evon : Huh? That's all???
Eliz : Uh-huh!
Evon : I want to be the first one in his heart. I mean that he will definitely place you first in his heart.
Eliz : Same lah!!
Evon : Huh? Same meh?
Eliz : His priority will be given to you. You are the first one when he thought of everything. You are the first one which come into his mind. Basically, all things will be given to you. And, he must love me unconditionally.
*Nodding my head like yeaaa..... *
She continued... I dont go for looks or money. He has to love me unconditionally. That's all.
Evon : A simple love! =)

After makan, we went to Jeth cafe. Second round. They want to play poker. =)
Fion got double heart-attack. LOL.
Reached home about 11 plus. Almost 12 am. Tired~~~
Overall, I was happy to see them back. =)


P.S. I miss you, seriously. =)

DENIAL

I hate denying that some people just have to lie to you to get away with things. Mainly because they don't believe that they can just tell you the truth and nothing bad will happen. Either way, that sort of thing happens. You way better off not denying anything and just telling that person or persons, what it is that is the truth!!!

Deny reminds me of saying "NO" to something or someone. It is a very LEGAL word. You might deny committing a crime or another allegation. It is not a happy word. It is usually a bummer. It is something that must be done to keep to world running along smoothly. We can't approve too much. That would be chaos.

People can deny many stages of their life. They think that they know better then anyone and everyone else. I hate when people deny things that they know are true, especially when I'm positive about them lying. I understand the biggest problem people have is that they can't accept views other than their own.

I don't deny that I have nothing to say about this word initially. I suppose you deny something you've been accused of if you haven't done it. Or, if you have done it, but you don't want people to know. I'm straining to remember the last time I denied something. It is very hard when we are denied something. But it is harder when we deny something to someone. But sometimes it is needed. Denial brings a greater desire to get something. DENIAL..... I am pretty sure that we all deny something.

Please bare in mind, never deny that which is true. What is Right or Wrong? To lie and to deny...doing these things will only make your life a mess. In the end, it will only guide you along the wrong paths.

P.S. I am really going to miss you. =(

When everything is wrong, WE MOVE ALONG

Song lyrics | Move Along lyrics



I LOVE this song so much. I learned how to move along. It's quite meaningful if you notice his lyrics. I think it's quite clear that the song is about no matter what comes your way even when you think everything sucks you just have to keep going on. No matter what people say just keep on going. Keep going strong no matter what happens to you. Basically, just do what you think is right. I think AAR wants everyone to know that no matter how bad things get in life that all we have to do is 'move along'.

When you think everything has get you, when bad things happens to you every time or when something very wrong has got your spirit, keep your head up, pull yourself complete and move on, fight it, MOVE ALONG. That's what life is all about, when something gets in your way, keep moving, and don't look back. No matter what happens, say: "I MOVE ALONG".

I just can't deny I was being emotional recently. Not depressed, just sad. To even try to deny that would leave me wondering about how very close I came to tears earlier. It was strange. But I'd like to say I'm feeling great now. Because I had learned how to let things go and MOVE ALONG. And, it's always good to let go as it means something better is coming towards you. I don't want to have the same feelings because these feelings will destroy my life. I do appreciate my life as I think that God had endowed me with a good life. 

Not to forget, thanks to him for being supportive. Thanks for everything. And, I am thankful that he has always been by my side when I am down. People say that good friends are hard to find, but that's because the best are already mine. True friends stay together through thick and thin, through all the rumors and the grins, through all the pain and all the tears, true friends are there throughout the years. True friends are the ones who walk in when the rest of the world walks out! Always remember to forget, the friends that have failed to be true. And never forget to remember, the friends that have always been true. 

We should move on for the sake of our better future =)

 

I AM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL *grins*

I just had my birthday a few days ago. I just turned 18 on Nov 26th. WOOHOO!!! I am legal now. I am no longer a small girl. LOL. And I thank all those whose wished me Happy Birthday. Thanks for the call, thanks for the text and thanks for the email. Thanks a lot!!! The saddest part is when someone was not in Malaysia when I am celebrating my birthday. She was enjoying her life at Bangkok. She was enjoying a peaceful day of shopping. It's not a day, it's everyday. Everyday shopping. Faster, come back. Baby come back to me, says Hendry! LOL. He is waiting for you, anxiously. And the same goes for us.  =(

Thanks to my sister. The first birthday present I had received this year. Love ya =)

Thank you for the birthday meal, Eng! =)

Thanks to Jana. Thank you for the birthday gifts. Thank you for celebrating with me. =)

Thanks to my schoolmates and Mong. Thanks for celebrating with me at Modern. =) 

Thanks to my ex-secondary schoolmates-Lee Swan, Sunnie, Kyeli, Ying Ying, Chiu Ying, Yen Yen, Sook Leng, and Chee Hui. Thanks for celebrating with me! We had a great time karaoke-ing. "I never had a dream come true" and "Lucky"-both of them are my fave song. Each and every time I went out karaoke-ing, for sure I would sang these songs. LOL. I would sing the song over and over again. Frankly, I am a lousy singer. *ROFL*

Thanks to Elizabeth, Chee Han, Boon Siang, and Chew Hong for the birthday meal. Thank you guys! =)

Thanks to Fion. Thanks for ajaking me to Euphoria. Frankly, I've never been clubbing. I had never been to a club before until that night. The most fun I have ever had. I had a really great time hanging out with Fion, Elaine, Yun Chin, Kyalin and Mingke in Euphoria. And, I am happy because I got to know Fion's friends-Kesavan, Boon Han and Tian Xiang. All of them are friendly. We had a blast, awesome crowd, and lots of dancing. Kesavan is a hilarious guy. He taught me how to dance and move my hips. I can't dance like him. LOL. Boon Han imitates MJ's dancing style. LOL. That's pretty funny. =)

Overall I love it. It was awesome. Thanks to my friends. Thanks a lot! =)

Pictures time.........

From my classmates. =)

My birthday cake. *grins*

Mong Kwok Seng =)

My classmates =)

From my ex-secondary schoolmates =)

Sook Leng>Me>Lee Swan

Kye Li =)

Ying Ying =)

Sook Leng =)

Convent Friends =)

In Euphoria

Fion>Evon>Elaine

Elainey =)

 

Fion and Tian Xiang =)

Fion and Kesavan =)

 

What a lesbi-gay!!!

Oopsss... Jason is going to kill me if he sees this.

Sorry, Jason. She is mine! =)

 

POSER =D

 Random break dancer


The End =)

I am glad that you(???) have pointed out that indeed, I am an asshole. And, I am very proud to be an asshole. I am laughing out loud right now just thinking about how much of an asshole I am. Truly, I am an asshole because that is my true nature. That's me being an asshole, you should hear me when I'm REALLY being an asshole! And, I love being an asshole. =)

Mom's Birthday Celebration

I like this picture so much. <3

It was snapped by my sister.

This is my beloved mom. <3 <3 <3

Mom and 2 little toy poodles-cute and adorable

Terlebih 3 orang dan terkurang 2 orang.

Daddy and Amy went missing. ='(

 

 

Steamboat-Mom's fave

Grandparents =)

Dad =)

Bro-in-law and eldest sister =)

Sisters =)

The eldest and the youngest sister =)

The only brother =)
He is mad at me because I did something wrong. T_T

I never really thought about him these past few months until I heard this song on the radio. Then, I started to flash back everything. Actually, there is nothing to do with this song. It's just a sad love song. I never knew this happened (it should never have happened), seriously, I never knew this would happen to me. Everything is out of expectation. Everything beyond my control. I don't deny that I have feelings about him. Try as I might, I can't shake the feelings in my heart.

I tried so hard to pretend he wasn't there, to deny his very existence. I thought it would be easier on me and on him if we both thought it never happened. Yet again I was proved wrong... You can't deny what you feel on the inside, you can't deny your true self... It just didn't work, so I gave in and gave up trying to deny the truth.

no matter how much i want to deny u in my life... no matter how much i pray, wish or hope for things to change within me... i cant never ever hate u or dislike u because u have already stolen my heart even without realizing it...

I wish to deny my existence. Not that I wish i was never born or anything, I just want the world to know that I don't really think I exist. I want to deny the thoughts that fill my head, all the doubts and the fears.... and no matter how hard I try to deny all of it I still find myself asking "why?"

P.S. : She can deny the truth
         but it will always find her.
         She can deny the past,
         but it will never leave her.
         She can deny her actions,
         but the blood spells the truth.
         She could deny her love,
         but that would just be a sin.

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson <3 <3 <3

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson!!!

I love Tyson Ritter. He is so fucking "beautiful" but I think Tyson is waaay to skinny and I bet he uses drugs. Anyway, I still love him. I am obsessed with TYSON!!!!! WOW!!! I think I just listened to this song like 10 times in a row. I wanna touch TYSON!!!!! This song rawks. This is one of my fave songs by AAR EVER!!!!! I love this song. And, this song makes me love people. Watch how he swings his hips! Omg, so so so so hot!!! And, sexy!!! I know its sounds bitchy but who cares!!!

'I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too'. It just doesn't get out of my mind. It's so damn addicting!!!!!

I went to their concert with my friends (31st of Oct 2009). I was right there. I was right behind there.*sob* Actually, it wasn't that behind. A few rows away(more than 10 rows) but I am still able to see them. It's free. I will never get this chance again. I never thought I'd be able to see them live. I still remembered that he called us all his 'bitches' too. But, it's okay cos the band's performance was amazing!!! Tyson was awesome! He even wore a special thing for us because it was HALLOWEEN!!! Tyson ROCKS!!!!!! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson.

Happy Birthday, Mommy <3

It's my mom's birthday today. I almost forgot to wish her. *sighs* What kind of daughter am I?
Anyways, Happy Birthday, Mommy! God bless you. You are the best mother ever. I love my mom so much. I have made a list of reasons why I love my Mom:

1. I love Mom because she gave me 5 sisters and 1 brother.

2. I love when Mom provides everything for me.

3. I love when Mom clothed me.

4. I love when Mom cooks for me.

5. I love when Mom taught me how to be independent.

6. I love when Mom comes to the rescue when I’m in pain or when I’m sick.

7. I love when Mom scolded me whenever I did something wrong.

8. I love when Mom caned me when I was a naughty girl.

9. I love when Mom brought me up with patience.

10.  I love when Mom has always been 100%, completely encouraging of me in everything I do.

I have more reasons written down, but these are the top ten reasons why I love my Mom! She’s awesome, and I love her very much! And, I am proud of her. <3 <3 <3

I lost my guts.
I am not brave enough to face this situation.
I just want to stop hurting people.
I am a coward person.
I am such a loser.
I am such a failure.
I am out of control.
P/S: I am such a useless person. I can't help both of them.

*Namo Amitabha*

Last Saturday, my friends and I went to Taman Rakyat to do soil analysis for our Bio practical. Actually, I went there just to have a look. I wanna see how they collect their soil sample. All we need to do is to collect a soil sample back to school and do some analysis on it. We need to bake the soil too. Then, we have to eat it. All we need to do is taste it and we get to know what does ths soil contain! Worm? Earthworms? Centipede? Millipede? Ants? Termites? Dog's pee? Cat's poo? I need to cut the crap right now!!!

Actually, we need to determine the texture, water content, organic matter content, air content and pH value of soil. Sounds interesting right??? But it's hard to collect a soil sample, you know!! You need to dig out the soil and so on. My friend, Vicraman kept on complaining. LOL. What to do? He is the only man there. *rofl* He has more work to do. Tak akan he sit there and watch. If like that, for sure he is not a gentleman.

I have never been bitten by mosquitoes in Taman Rakyat but I do get bitten that day. WTH!!! I get bitten a lot. At my hands. 10 something in the morning wey!! Never knew that those mosquitoes are still active in 10 am. Damn itchy wey. I cant stopped myself from scratching both my hands!!! I killed them all. What a sinful day! I need to kill them for the sake of my life. Mosquitoes can transmit malaria-that is what Vic told me. I think I need to bring insect aerosol spray or mosquito repellent tomorrow because I will be going Tmn Rky again to collect my soil sample.

 

 Can you imagine how itchy it is??

The worst part!!!

The mosquitoes are just lucky. I let them suck my blood.

In the end, I killed them.

I am sinful!!!

*Namo Amitabha*

Firstly, I want to thank you for being a good friend to me. You are like my best friend because I used to share my secrets with you. You may be wondering why I am willing to share my "secrets" with you! I find that it's been nice talking to you. I feel comfortable. You are a good listener. No doubt. You don't mind though I talk "dirty" to you all the time. I do appreciate you as my good friend but I don't know how to express myself my feelings. I don't feel so good myself, and I also don't really know how to properly express that. To be honest with you, I think that you are using me. But I totally changed my thinking now.

And, I wanna apologize too. Sorry for being unconscious about you and your feeling. I have got a bad feeling about this-I am going to lose you as a good friend. To be honest with you, you are a good friend. You are worth much more than a friend. It's worth of knowing you. Are you mad at me? Don't worry. I promise that I will disappear from your life. I will not disturb you again. Once again, SORRY!

P/S: Sorry, I misunderstood you. And, sorry, I misunderstood your post.

Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah 061109

I was invited to a dinner-Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah. But I am not an important guest. LOL. It was organized by my school. It was also held in Pejabat Tanah Daerah Klang. *if I am not mistaken* I feel it was fun. And, I have a great time there. I was happy to see my friends. Actually, we will be seeing each other in school but I don't know why I like the feeling. First time seeing them in formal attire. Lol. I usually see them wearing school uniforms. All of them look great in their formal attire. *2 thumbs up*

My job is to escort the guests to their table. Lol. Mr Mong looks nice in his formal attire. Looks "macho". I helped him take photos of everyone. Lotsa pictures but those pictures are with him. Needa pass my thumbdrive to him so he can transfer those pictures to me. I got some pictures but it's kinda blur. It's pictures time....

My classmates. Love them so much <3

Sarmiira, the tallest girl in our class

 

Linda

 

 Mandy

 

 Cindy

 

 Jia Chyi

 

Lay Kee

 

 Yunn Teng

 

 Daniel

 

Miss Daniel

 

Chi Yung

 

Kam Ho>Alan>Me>Chi Yung

 

 Kam Ho.Alan.Me.Kah Jie

Kim Yu.Len.Linda.Low

Lastly................

We present you our Miss Daniel. *grins*

He looks quite "pretty" with that mini umbrella.

He looks like a Japanese girl. Kawaii?? *rofl*

Feel like getting "his" contact number??

Pity "him". Kena tortured by girls. 

P/S: I enjoy taking pictures with them.