I AM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL *grins*

I just had my birthday a few days ago. I just turned 18 on Nov 26th. WOOHOO!!! I am legal now. I am no longer a small girl. LOL. And I thank all those whose wished me Happy Birthday. Thanks for the call, thanks for the text and thanks for the email. Thanks a lot!!! The saddest part is when someone was not in Malaysia when I am celebrating my birthday. She was enjoying her life at Bangkok. She was enjoying a peaceful day of shopping. It's not a day, it's everyday. Everyday shopping. Faster, come back. Baby come back to me, says Hendry! LOL. He is waiting for you, anxiously. And the same goes for us.  =(

Thanks to my sister. The first birthday present I had received this year. Love ya =)

Thank you for the birthday meal, Eng! =)

Thanks to Jana. Thank you for the birthday gifts. Thank you for celebrating with me. =)

Thanks to my schoolmates and Mong. Thanks for celebrating with me at Modern. =) 

Thanks to my ex-secondary schoolmates-Lee Swan, Sunnie, Kyeli, Ying Ying, Chiu Ying, Yen Yen, Sook Leng, and Chee Hui. Thanks for celebrating with me! We had a great time karaoke-ing. "I never had a dream come true" and "Lucky"-both of them are my fave song. Each and every time I went out karaoke-ing, for sure I would sang these songs. LOL. I would sing the song over and over again. Frankly, I am a lousy singer. *ROFL*

Thanks to Elizabeth, Chee Han, Boon Siang, and Chew Hong for the birthday meal. Thank you guys! =)

Thanks to Fion. Thanks for ajaking me to Euphoria. Frankly, I've never been clubbing. I had never been to a club before until that night. The most fun I have ever had. I had a really great time hanging out with Fion, Elaine, Yun Chin, Kyalin and Mingke in Euphoria. And, I am happy because I got to know Fion's friends-Kesavan, Boon Han and Tian Xiang. All of them are friendly. We had a blast, awesome crowd, and lots of dancing. Kesavan is a hilarious guy. He taught me how to dance and move my hips. I can't dance like him. LOL. Boon Han imitates MJ's dancing style. LOL. That's pretty funny. =)

Overall I love it. It was awesome. Thanks to my friends. Thanks a lot! =)

Pictures time.........

From my classmates. =)

My birthday cake. *grins*

Mong Kwok Seng =)

My classmates =)

From my ex-secondary schoolmates =)

Sook Leng>Me>Lee Swan

Kye Li =)

Ying Ying =)

Sook Leng =)

Convent Friends =)

In Euphoria

Fion>Evon>Elaine

Elainey =)

 

Fion and Tian Xiang =)

Fion and Kesavan =)

 

What a lesbi-gay!!!

Oopsss... Jason is going to kill me if he sees this.

Sorry, Jason. She is mine! =)

 

POSER =D

 Random break dancer


The End =)

I am glad that you(???) have pointed out that indeed, I am an asshole. And, I am very proud to be an asshole. I am laughing out loud right now just thinking about how much of an asshole I am. Truly, I am an asshole because that is my true nature. That's me being an asshole, you should hear me when I'm REALLY being an asshole! And, I love being an asshole. =)

Mom's Birthday Celebration

I like this picture so much. <3

It was snapped by my sister.

This is my beloved mom. <3 <3 <3

Mom and 2 little toy poodles-cute and adorable

Terlebih 3 orang dan terkurang 2 orang.

Daddy and Amy went missing. ='(

 

 

Steamboat-Mom's fave

Grandparents =)

Dad =)

Bro-in-law and eldest sister =)

Sisters =)

The eldest and the youngest sister =)

The only brother =)
He is mad at me because I did something wrong. T_T

I never really thought about him these past few months until I heard this song on the radio. Then, I started to flash back everything. Actually, there is nothing to do with this song. It's just a sad love song. I never knew this happened (it should never have happened), seriously, I never knew this would happen to me. Everything is out of expectation. Everything beyond my control. I don't deny that I have feelings about him. Try as I might, I can't shake the feelings in my heart.

I tried so hard to pretend he wasn't there, to deny his very existence. I thought it would be easier on me and on him if we both thought it never happened. Yet again I was proved wrong... You can't deny what you feel on the inside, you can't deny your true self... It just didn't work, so I gave in and gave up trying to deny the truth.

no matter how much i want to deny u in my life... no matter how much i pray, wish or hope for things to change within me... i cant never ever hate u or dislike u because u have already stolen my heart even without realizing it...

I wish to deny my existence. Not that I wish i was never born or anything, I just want the world to know that I don't really think I exist. I want to deny the thoughts that fill my head, all the doubts and the fears.... and no matter how hard I try to deny all of it I still find myself asking "why?"

P.S. : She can deny the truth
         but it will always find her.
         She can deny the past,
         but it will never leave her.
         She can deny her actions,
         but the blood spells the truth.
         She could deny her love,
         but that would just be a sin.

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson <3 <3 <3

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson!!!

I love Tyson Ritter. He is so fucking "beautiful" but I think Tyson is waaay to skinny and I bet he uses drugs. Anyway, I still love him. I am obsessed with TYSON!!!!! WOW!!! I think I just listened to this song like 10 times in a row. I wanna touch TYSON!!!!! This song rawks. This is one of my fave songs by AAR EVER!!!!! I love this song. And, this song makes me love people. Watch how he swings his hips! Omg, so so so so hot!!! And, sexy!!! I know its sounds bitchy but who cares!!!

'I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too'. It just doesn't get out of my mind. It's so damn addicting!!!!!

I went to their concert with my friends (31st of Oct 2009). I was right there. I was right behind there.*sob* Actually, it wasn't that behind. A few rows away(more than 10 rows) but I am still able to see them. It's free. I will never get this chance again. I never thought I'd be able to see them live. I still remembered that he called us all his 'bitches' too. But, it's okay cos the band's performance was amazing!!! Tyson was awesome! He even wore a special thing for us because it was HALLOWEEN!!! Tyson ROCKS!!!!!! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson.

Happy Birthday, Mommy <3

It's my mom's birthday today. I almost forgot to wish her. *sighs* What kind of daughter am I?
Anyways, Happy Birthday, Mommy! God bless you. You are the best mother ever. I love my mom so much. I have made a list of reasons why I love my Mom:

1. I love Mom because she gave me 5 sisters and 1 brother.

2. I love when Mom provides everything for me.

3. I love when Mom clothed me.

4. I love when Mom cooks for me.

5. I love when Mom taught me how to be independent.

6. I love when Mom comes to the rescue when I’m in pain or when I’m sick.

7. I love when Mom scolded me whenever I did something wrong.

8. I love when Mom caned me when I was a naughty girl.

9. I love when Mom brought me up with patience.

10.  I love when Mom has always been 100%, completely encouraging of me in everything I do.

I have more reasons written down, but these are the top ten reasons why I love my Mom! She’s awesome, and I love her very much! And, I am proud of her. <3 <3 <3

I lost my guts.
I am not brave enough to face this situation.
I just want to stop hurting people.
I am a coward person.
I am such a loser.
I am such a failure.
I am out of control.
P/S: I am such a useless person. I can't help both of them.

*Namo Amitabha*

Last Saturday, my friends and I went to Taman Rakyat to do soil analysis for our Bio practical. Actually, I went there just to have a look. I wanna see how they collect their soil sample. All we need to do is to collect a soil sample back to school and do some analysis on it. We need to bake the soil too. Then, we have to eat it. All we need to do is taste it and we get to know what does ths soil contain! Worm? Earthworms? Centipede? Millipede? Ants? Termites? Dog's pee? Cat's poo? I need to cut the crap right now!!!

Actually, we need to determine the texture, water content, organic matter content, air content and pH value of soil. Sounds interesting right??? But it's hard to collect a soil sample, you know!! You need to dig out the soil and so on. My friend, Vicraman kept on complaining. LOL. What to do? He is the only man there. *rofl* He has more work to do. Tak akan he sit there and watch. If like that, for sure he is not a gentleman.

I have never been bitten by mosquitoes in Taman Rakyat but I do get bitten that day. WTH!!! I get bitten a lot. At my hands. 10 something in the morning wey!! Never knew that those mosquitoes are still active in 10 am. Damn itchy wey. I cant stopped myself from scratching both my hands!!! I killed them all. What a sinful day! I need to kill them for the sake of my life. Mosquitoes can transmit malaria-that is what Vic told me. I think I need to bring insect aerosol spray or mosquito repellent tomorrow because I will be going Tmn Rky again to collect my soil sample.

 

 Can you imagine how itchy it is??

The worst part!!!

The mosquitoes are just lucky. I let them suck my blood.

In the end, I killed them.

I am sinful!!!

*Namo Amitabha*

Firstly, I want to thank you for being a good friend to me. You are like my best friend because I used to share my secrets with you. You may be wondering why I am willing to share my "secrets" with you! I find that it's been nice talking to you. I feel comfortable. You are a good listener. No doubt. You don't mind though I talk "dirty" to you all the time. I do appreciate you as my good friend but I don't know how to express myself my feelings. I don't feel so good myself, and I also don't really know how to properly express that. To be honest with you, I think that you are using me. But I totally changed my thinking now.

And, I wanna apologize too. Sorry for being unconscious about you and your feeling. I have got a bad feeling about this-I am going to lose you as a good friend. To be honest with you, you are a good friend. You are worth much more than a friend. It's worth of knowing you. Are you mad at me? Don't worry. I promise that I will disappear from your life. I will not disturb you again. Once again, SORRY!

P/S: Sorry, I misunderstood you. And, sorry, I misunderstood your post.

Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah 061109

I was invited to a dinner-Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah. But I am not an important guest. LOL. It was organized by my school. It was also held in Pejabat Tanah Daerah Klang. *if I am not mistaken* I feel it was fun. And, I have a great time there. I was happy to see my friends. Actually, we will be seeing each other in school but I don't know why I like the feeling. First time seeing them in formal attire. Lol. I usually see them wearing school uniforms. All of them look great in their formal attire. *2 thumbs up*

My job is to escort the guests to their table. Lol. Mr Mong looks nice in his formal attire. Looks "macho". I helped him take photos of everyone. Lotsa pictures but those pictures are with him. Needa pass my thumbdrive to him so he can transfer those pictures to me. I got some pictures but it's kinda blur. It's pictures time....

My classmates. Love them so much <3

Sarmiira, the tallest girl in our class

 

Linda

 

 Mandy

 

 Cindy

 

 Jia Chyi

 

Lay Kee

 

 Yunn Teng

 

 Daniel

 

Miss Daniel

 

Chi Yung

 

Kam Ho>Alan>Me>Chi Yung

 

 Kam Ho.Alan.Me.Kah Jie

Kim Yu.Len.Linda.Low

Lastly................

We present you our Miss Daniel. *grins*

He looks quite "pretty" with that mini umbrella.

He looks like a Japanese girl. Kawaii?? *rofl*

Feel like getting "his" contact number??

Pity "him". Kena tortured by girls. 

P/S: I enjoy taking pictures with them.