Why do people lie? Why do people lie all the time? Why do people lie to each other? Why do people lie so much? Why do people choose to lie? Why do people lie for no reason? Why do people insist they hate liars, yet they lie themselves? Can liars ever be trusted? Can you ever trust a liar? Or do they have a need to keep on lying, no matter how they hurt people? Why do people not feel guilty when they cheat? Do people who cheat ever feel bad with what they are doing? Did you ever fell guilty for cheating on someone? Is it fair to other people? Would people ever admit to cheating? Will a cheater admit their lies? How do you feel after you have been cheated on?
Random Question : Can you truly ever trust someone who lied again and again after promising to stop each time?
Actually, I was supposed to post this a long, long time ago. It was my brother's 9th birthday on July 15th. I feel so guilty for not wishing him on that day itself. I wished him the next day (face-to-face). Sigh, it's kinda late, I know! I did not have a chance to see him. He was sleeping when I went back home after tuition. :(
I hardly ever see him though we live in the same house. He sleeps too early. Actually he has,too. He got tuition every morning and rushed to school after tuition. He will be doing his homework after he comes back home from school. I pity him, actually. He has to go for tuition because his sister, me, can not teach him. Useless sister! Haha.. To be honest, I am not an angelic sister, I do not have the patience and I could not tolerate him. I scolded him. I feel really bad about what I did. I want to say I am sorry but then...I am ego! He hates me, I know.
My brother and I have a very special relationship. We always got along well. But I always scold him. And I still do that. I am a troublemaker and I can cause a lot of trouble. I like when he is mad at me. I will do anything just to make him angry. I will harass and molest him. *evil laughs* He hates that but I love that. He will ignore me and stop stop talking to me. But then he will still forgive me and talk to me again. Bak kata pepatah, air dicincang tidak akan putus.
My brother eats a lot. He eats every hour. I am little freaked out. I think he is having a good digesting system and he feels hungry most of the time. He is overweight like me. Haha. He is always hungry at midnight. The first thing he wanted was for me to cook him a meal (maggi mee) every night. Sometimes, he wants me to bungkus burger from ramlee in front my house or nasi lemak from mamak just beside my housing estate. -.-
He is a very,very,very NAUGHTY BOY! This little monster always piss me off. Just look at the mess he is making! Thank God, there is a big cane in the house. *evil grins*
zuo wo meng zhong wei da de wei xiao de ying xiong
(Translated lyrics)
Giving up opening the presents’ ribbon,
that used to make me forward to,
giving up the midnight’s radio,
never give in yourself to the love songs,again and again,foolishly,
because love, has never taught me how to survive,
but as a deal of my vanity to the naive,
and love has made us a stranger,
and not becoming a noble soul within us.
I just need your hug,not your kiss,
I just need you to be my dearest,not loving me,
do lend me your hand,one minute a day.
Be my dearest,
and not becoming my lover or someone’s,
even if i have soaked in the rain.
I will never going to allow anyone to lead me by the nose,
and if I am still clenching my fist,
I might afraid my dreams will fly away,
and love,is not everything,
it can not stop us from war,
and love,it will only be a pity,
for those that are deeply in love and being
sacrificed.
I just need your hug,not your kiss,
I just need you to be my dearest,not loving me,
do lend me your hand,one minute a day,
so that I can dream,
as my hero with a smile.
Random Script : I just want U to be my dearest, not loving ME! =)
Saturday, February 20, 2010
THIS IS TRUE, I GUESS! :P Dear Evon Low, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Why do people insult others? Why do people insult each other as jokes? Why do people always feel need to insult someone? Why do some people just insult others for seemingly no reason? Why do people insult others for no apparent reason especially when they know nothing? What is the most insulting thing someone called or said to you? Do you ever feel guilty for insulting someone? All I know when someone insults you, you feel the pain.Seriously, PAIN! Insult hurts! The person who insulted you will never feel the pain even though he/she didn't intend to insult you. All you have to do is just forget the insult no matter how much they hurt you. How do you forget insult? Take insults as compliments! And, compliments are GREAT! :)
Yesterday was our Mocha's birthday. Both her daddy and mummy weren't around. I bet she misses them a lot! And, Snow, too! We celebrated her birthday by buying a birthday cake while her mommy and daddy were actually enjoying their CNY at Bangkok! Luckily she already gave us our angpao before she left! Thank you, Mr and Mrs Tan for their "big" angpao! Anyway, remember to increase the amount of my angpao next year ya! ;)
My first CNY day was sooo boring because my banker, Auntie Elena was not around! WTH? Sigh~~~ As usual, I spent my first day of CNY at auntie's and grandma's house. It wasn't that fun actually! It has been our yearly routine. The same thing happens every year. And my relatives used to say the same thing to me every CNY, " Hey, Evon, you have already grown up! You are getting taller!" LMAO! I didn't grow for 3 years, I guess!
My cousin came over to my house. Gambling, of course! What else can we do on CNY? Gambling is our most important tradition on CNY. It's the easiest way to make profit, I guess! Not bad not bad! I actually won. Gonna make more $$$ within these few days. *evil laugh*
At auntie's house
This is my auntie, Cindy! :P
adik tergarang
Cindy, your hand is not as BIG as my FACE! rofl
Mocha, the Birthday Dog
Snow
M n S
Cindy Low, thank you for ruined the cake!
Happy 3rd or 21st Birthday, Mocha. Here is your birthday cake!
So, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day fall on the same day this year which means tomorrow. This means a double celebration for all those Chinese people. Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day people! *big smiley face* As for Chinese New Year, I really do hope that the new year brings a change of luck for me as the last decade hasn't been fantastic. For those who are gambling, good luck in your gambling sessions and win more (from the banker). If you guys can't win any single cents, here are some tips that will help you. It's only for the superstitious people. These are some superstitions that are very common among Chinese people : wear RED(lucky color and promote prosperity)underwear when gambling, don't count any of the money gained or lost during a gambling session and do not touch someone's shoulder while he is gambling. Wanna win more? Just wear read undies over your head when gambling! But you must wear the most fancy cute underwear/panties/briefs/thongs/boxers! I bet you will win more! (roflmao) Anyway, to everyone celebrating CNY, have a great time and do take care on roads. As for Valentine's Day, I hope that all lovers everywhere have a great day. Happy Valentine's day to all my family members, friends and my beloved one. There is one fact I want you know that I miss you so much. The bond that we share is unique and I am so incredibly lucky to have such a special person in my life. Since you came into my life there have been more fun, joy and love. ( Don't laugh, I know it's effing disgusting. I bet when you read this, you are in a coma! =P )
Random Script : Sometimes A Sorry Being Said By The Mouth... Means Nothing From The Heart...
I am such a failure and I want to commit suicide! I guess I was putting too much pressure on myself! Life has been so hectic these days. Yeahhh, I am sitting for STPM this year! This is NO JOKE! And there are no second chances for STPM! Sometimes, I just feel like giving up now! I just don't know why, I feel like screwing STPM, I won't get good marks for it. You know what, my prediction is always true! I shall prove myself wrong that I am not a failure, but I just can't do it! I will admit it, I have been slacking so much! Maybe Mong was just correct, I am an irresponsible child. :(
I can't do anything! I can't study! I am not good enough! My parents just want the best for me. All my parents want is just a good result! Actually, study is quite easy compared to working and earning money. That's all, and I can't even give it to them! I have nothing to give! What a FAILURE! It's NOT "a failure" but FAILURE! I feel guilty for them to have such a kid! I am already 19 and I can't even think like how a 19 years old girl did. I mean I still can't think maturely, I was plain worried! sigh~~ :(
Honestly, if I were them, I would be so embarrassed to have such an irresponsible child. I know it's way too early to give up no but I am just afraid I can't make it! I just can't think positively because I am afraid, I am only going to give myself a false hope! I know that I am setting myself up for being hurt to some degree if I keep feeding myself with false hope. Giving more false hope can be a burden also. I am already tensing up. :(
I felt unhappy and down quite a lot of time these days. A lot of unhappy things happened recently. I just don't like my current life in ACS now! I seriously don't know what is wrong with some people there? Yeah yeah yeah, they were right, I am good in bitching and flirting around with guys. You know what, I am a FLIRT! I flirt with a lot of guys and YEAH, I AM FLIRTING ALL THE TIME!
Yeahhhh, I have been gone awhile. Been busy and lazy lately... It's been awhile and here you go...
Evon Low,
Down to earth person who loves nature.
A natural animal lover, especially dogs.
Has a mindset of saving animals in the near future.
Always putting on a smile that all love.
Talks the greatest craps but a born entertainer.
Mind as dirty as the Klang river. =)
Favours the king of soups : BKT.
A sister who plays the best role as one.
A great moraled girl who sees the big 'V' as the beauty of life.
A decent girl living in the great big world.
Lastly, a great friend that one wont ask for more.
It is sooo farneh and "shocked", I got this so called "poem" from my friend. A farneh and effing hamsap friend. I felt so touched when I first saw it and yet I was laughing out loud. Hey,seriously I am not as good as you thought! But I seriously like this phrase - Mind as dirty as the Klang river, yet it is absolutely true. I think you have made a huge mistake. That decent girl sounds so wrong! LOL. I know you are actually insulting me indirectly. Sigh... Yeahhh, I love dogs! Dogs are my passion! And I love BKT, too. Hey, thanks for that "heart touching poem"! rofl. Hey, I am glad to know you. You are a true person. I mean you dont act innocent all like some "other" people did. I mean you don't go faking around. It's good to know you! =)
These past few days, I have been busy with the wedding in my family. Its my sister Elena's marriage. She is about 5 years elder to me. She has been barely at home (this year-busy with her marriage,stuff) and hence I have hardly been spending time with her and, she is married now. Till she was around never really paid attention, but now that she is gone (to a new family) I suddenly feel this void. It is a weird feeling but feeling sad that she is gone and I barely get to see her. Though we have been hardly sharing our lives, there is this sudden emptiness in the family.. 7 have come down to 6 for the 1st time in our lives. NO NO NO! I should say that 7 have come up to 8 now. She brought some very nice people into our lives. HE is definitely a good bro-in-law. And, I am pretty sure HE is a good husband and father as well. Bro-sis relation is always an amazing one and I am sure the distance cant part you both...
This marriage has also made me think and appreciate my parents too. I have never given them any credit or helped them in anyway, but they have been the most understanding and encouraging parents I could ever wish for. They are going though the funny phase in life when they have to give away their daughter in the traditional Chinese way. I can see it in their eyes when I see them now. I don't know how it will be for them when I move away too. The last few days have made me appreciate marriages too. I really never liked the big marriages and all the things and mess that goes into it. But I think about it differently now.
I always have bad thoughts about marriage. For me, the concept of marriage is like "because we are married, you are stuck with me forever, so no matter what I do you will have to be with me." I do not believe in getting married simply because you love that person and want to be with them forever. I do not plan on avoiding marriage like the plague. If I love my boyfriend and want to be with him the rest of my life, then getting married to him should not matter, should it? I never felt the need to get married and do not see much point in it. It seems like marriage maybe is not the way to go if half of them end in divorce?
I think marriage is the most amazing institutions you just have to be careful about finding the right mate. I really believe that marriage is important for some people and not for others. It is completely that persons perspective that matters. In my opinion, if you really love someone, marriage will not hurt your relationship. Your basic argument is that when you get married you feel like you have to be with the person, whereas before you were with this person because you wanted to be. Well, millions of people walk out on their marriages each year and that sheet of paper did nothing to stop them. People have free will, if you love a person and you want to spend the rest of your life with them you will, if you are tired of them you will leave them, and marriage will not stop you. Yes, it is more difficult to leave a marriage than a relationship, thus breakups are easier than divorce, this does not mean it will stop the person who wants to leave you. Nothing can make you stay in a relationship you do not want, no matter what contracts you have signed. Marriage is not for people who do not have.
FYI, I blogged about MARRIAGE doesn't mean that I am desperate to get married.=P
Random Script : V is definitely extremely effingly freakingly fuckingly seriously IMPORTANT! =)
