Welcome to My Silly Life

2011-08-15T00:23:00.003+08:00

How to Build a Rock-Solid Foundation for Your Relationship?

1) Caring about each other

2) Respect for each others needs

3) Communication between each other

4) Truth with each other on all things big and small

5) Commitment to each other and the relationship you have!

Simple but truly needed in a sound relationship.

Distance isn't a big factor in a relationship. Communication is. But most of all, COMMITMENT is the BIGGEST. :)

2011-08-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

How to Build a Rock-Solid Foundation for Your Relationship?

1) Caring about each other

2) Respect for each others needs

3) Communication between each other

4) Truth with each other on all things big and small

5) Commitment to each other and the relationship you have!

Simple but truly needed in a sound relationship.

Distance isn't a big factor in a relationship. Communication is. But most of all, COMMITMENT is the BIGGEST. :)

2011-08-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

Everyone can say "I love you" but not everyone really mean it. So, believe it when you FEEL it, not when you HEAR it.

P/S : I have never been so tired "in my life", even at work I feel like I could just fall asleep. Oh my tired feet. :( Good night peeps. ;)

2011-08-12T19:49:00.001+08:00

If you ignore me, I will ignore you. If you don't start the conversation, we won't talk. If you don't put in the effort, why should I?

My Blog Has Been ACTIVATED ;)

2011-08-12T00:50:00.004+08:00

Oh YEAH. I'm back. I decided to update my blog again. Poor blog. No readers no comments. It feels like I am talking to myself now. LOL! I just came back from Sabah recently. Sigh.. 5 days were NOT LONG ENOUGH to actually settle my mind down a bit. Something has been bugging me these past few months. Urgh! I need some fresh air. I was fully stuffed with lot of problems and wont even space to breath. Yesh, thats absolute truth about me, as of now. ONE MONTH LEFT! Gotta make full use of this month. Busy month, with lotsa stuff need to be settled. And after that I will be leaving pretty soon. Sobs. ;(

P/S : Will blog about my Sabah trip after I have settled my stuffs. And one quote will be posted each day. Good night poor lil blog. :)

Friends Come And Go. Do they really? Or is it just me?

2011-02-19T02:35:00.000+08:00

In life, We gotta accept that friends come and go. No point being sad cause the ones that go will just totally forget you. - My friend posted this on his fb. I completely agreed with his statement.

Friends do come and go. It's true. And it hurts. Sadly, it's how it'll always be - unless you're really good at keeping friendships. Yeah. I come and go & they come and go. I've had a lot of friends, and only a few close friends that I can really call my 'best friends'. They do walk into my life and walk out again. There is a reason for coming and leaving, it maybe a blessing, a gift, an experience, a lesson. (:

It's really hard to find those lifelong friends who will always be at your side. One of the things that I want most in this world is to find that friend who will stand by my side no matter what. I made and left tons of friends throughout my life. I know the friends I have right now are going to leave me. Its a little bit sad. ):

Actually, it's like a sad fact but there are lots of happy times and stupid times to remember. It's for us to try to keep the ones we want to keep, even calling them up out of the blue. I know we're kind of separated. We drifted apart. But oh well, that's how life is. Even though we've drifted apart and rarely talk, they're the ones who made me into the person I am today. (It's a bit dramatic, I know.)

Life was so much simpler when you were younger. You were much more innocent. You didn't choose your friends based on how wealthy they are, the color of their skin, etc. It does happen, since people do change, grow up, and life leads them into different directions. So never be sad if they leave you because the better is coming. ;)

I believe the the majority of people you meet will come and go. Whether they will ever come back in your life is a different matter. Most of them go since what is the chances that you will have really strong and good relationships with everyone? Sigh...

One of my friends told me there are some people you can be friends with for life. Even if it does not mean being around each other everyday or something, keeping in touch occasionally or every once in awhile is still good. Those types of friends are hard to find though. Most of them just forget people. This is really seriously true! It's sad but it's natural. There are very few friends that stay with you until the end. =/

I find it's kinda funny. But I will replace the last sentence with ; I AM GONNA PUSH YOU DOWN! :P

I just gotta say people change,lives change and just cherish every moment you have/share with each other. Friends may come and go, but true friends stay behind your back, ready to catch you if you fall. Friends only come and go if both of you don't put an effort to keep the friendship. So, if you really cherish your friends, hold onto them then, don't let them go. :)

Aku Sudah Balik!

2011-02-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, it's been a while, I am working now. So I know I've been neglecting my blog as I usually do after a while. Hope everyone is doing really great. I am kinda busy right now. What am I busy with? I am busy doing my job! What job? Blow job! HAHA! I kid! D-E-F-I-N-I-T-E-L-Y-N-O-T-B-L-O-W-J-O-B! :P

Ok, here is the truth! I am working in a shipping company. And, I am working as a admin assistant. Lol. Thank God, I studied account before. Honestly, knowledge of accounts can make life much easy. My boss pay me less because my working hours are also less. She can't pay me much because I've got no experience at all. Plus, I don't know anything about shipping. Ok larh actually. Office job marh, I can't expect too much. I find it quite easy tho. LESS WORK = LESS PAY! I work on weekdays only. Free and sleep more on weekends! *grins*

I got called up for the interview right after my exam (Thursday). Next day (Friday) actually. Yikes...

Lady Boss (LB) : Hi. :)

Me : Hello! :)

LB : Are you just finished your SPM?

Me : No, I just finished my STPM! *laughing* (Do I look that young? *shy* And, yesterday was my last day of exam! Gosh, I dont wanna think about it! *sobs*)

LB : So, do you have any actual work experience?

Me : Yeah, I do have one.

LB : You were working as a?

Me : Promoter. *tee-hee*

LB : How much money do they pay you?

Me : 1K +++

LB : Oh,ok! You have to work very long hours, right? :P

Me : Uh-huh! :(

LB : Actually I've worked as a promoter before and that was right after my spm. I've learned nothing. I just stood for so many freaking hours and I got less pay. So what's the point? But unlike here, you can learn something new here.

Me : Lol, it's quite true, actually. *malunyer* (I've learned nothing from my previous job? -.- )

LB : You should get some real work experience by this age. Many students like your age are seeking for high pay. Working as a promoter, I know. So what's the point of getting high pay and you are gonna learn nothing at all. Unless you wanna improve your communication skills? =.=

Me : *I'm nodding my head like Yeah!*

LB : Oh, ok! Clarence said you are gonna further your studies after this, right?

Me : Erm.. Depends on my results actually. (How can I further my studies if I failed my stpm? Gosh, I got a bad feeling about this! Sigh...)

LB : So, I just assumed that you are gonna leave. Hence, you are working as a part time worker here. :)

Me : Ok... (Dont look upon me, I might work here for the rest of my life if I failed my stpm. *sad face*)

LB : So, I can only pay you this much....because it's a short-time working. I know it's quite less compared to your previous job but it is way easier. I am gonna teach you everything, u know? So you don't have to work on Saturday because I am not working either.

Me : Oh.. Ok! :)

LB: So.. Are you okay with it?

Me : Hrmp... :)

LB : Can you start work on Monday?

Me : Erm. Can I start work on January? (I thought of lepak-ing kao kao first! HAHA.)

LB : Why? You are supposed to be free, right? ;)

Me : Hmmm.. I just want to relax for these few days. ;P

LB : Ok then. I am not gonna force you.

Me : Thank you.

LB : You're welcome.

Me : *waiting for her to ask more questions*

LB : You may leave now.

Me : Oh? (So fast? HOORAY!!!)

LB : Ok, see you on January 2nd!

Me : Huh? Why 2nd?

LB : Because it's a public holiday. It's ok if you wanna come. :P

Me : Yikess... (OMG! I totally forgot! How embarrassing..... ) Okok, see you then. Bye bye.. :)

LB : Bye... :)

LOL. I changed my mind. I started working immediately right after stpm (December 21st). Yikes.. I need money to lepak! Honestly, I don't have a rich dad. I wasn't born into money. So I think it's better for me to start working now since I've got nothing to do at home. Rotting at home? This is gonna make me grow wider and shorter. Lmao..

Ok back to STPM! Chemistry 1 was my last paper-horrible, terrible and vegetable. Gosh, I don't wanna think about it! STPM WAS HARD FOR ME! STPM IS HARD! Stpm is truely HARD! :('

The results for the 2010 Sijil Tinggi Persekolahan Malaysia (STPM) will be announced on February 21st. ( STPM results on MONDAY ) Yikes.. It ain't no rumor. I think I am going to commit suicide fairly soon. I know that I've done pretty bad. Am I really finished? 我真的完蛋了! :'(

Quote of the day :

JUST FOR LAUGHS ;)

2011-01-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

P/S : Working is even more stressful than STUDYING! -.-

INHSBRN! *depressing mood* :(

2010-11-06T11:23:00.005+08:00

I guess I just miss my ex-classmates. Sometimes, I wish I could turn back time. Sigh... I just realized we have been separated for about 2 years but thank God we do meet up every month. NO! I should thank 'Ho Sock Mun'! She had done a great job in these 2 years. She took the initiated to gather us. She messaged us twice in a month-every friday. Friday is already like our gathering day. She will still message us even tho our attendance wasn't so good in these 2 years. It wasn't full most of the time. I know this is a bit dramatic but I seriously wanna thank her for putting so much effort and time. I am glad she is still doing this. Thank you, Socky! :)

I am always looking forward to seeing 'SeeFion' on our Friday night. I enjoyed hearing her stories about her college life. I found it quite funny. She is very selamba and she has the 'selamba' face. She will tell you off if she doesn't like you. That is what I like about her. She is just being straightforward and I don't find it irritating. *swears to God*

She is way better than those fakers who likes to act so much. They are trying to be good in front of you but behind your back, THEY TALK BAD ABOUT YOU! Nah, these kind of friends should not be appreciated! Why do you worry when you know people are envy about you? Oh, just let them be! They'll envy you so much in your success that they're prepared to bad-mouth you, even injure you...sound unrealistic huh? It's not. It's human nature to envy someone when you think they have something you want or need, and especially when you have a perception of lack.

The best thing to do if you think you are on the receiving another person's envy is to remain quiet and only defend yourself to the point of truth. Be very careful not to be drawn into actions that are not good for you. They're not worth it because they're the one with the problem. Eventually we can make a friend out of the people who currently envy us. It depends on how we deal with them now. Wouldn't it be a great day to say, "I have no enemies. Not at all!"? This day will never come in your life, but surely you'll come to be friend those that might currently bear a grudge. It is never worth defending your own honor too much. Let your actions speak for themselves. ;)

Just remember ; You understand your place in the world and accept life as it is. For you, "it's all good." People envy how level headed you are. But you're too at peace to even notice. :)

P/S : I think that's a little stupid, because honestly, you're NOT WORTH my TIME! And not just a little stupid.....A LOT BIT STUPID! =P

2010-11-05T09:30:00.001+08:00

Finally, I've graduated from pre-u/form 6 (STPM). "You haven't sit for your STPM yet you have already graduated." Mommy laughed at me. I don't think so I will be sad to leave ACS. I am partially happy and I am partially sad. Sad because I may not be seeing my friends anymore. Then we all go our separate ways. Sighhh... I am gonna miss them (friends whom I appreciated). I have quite a few friends whom I've enormously appreciated during this period (1.5 years). Quite a few means less than 5. HAHA. I am kinda satisfied with all the teachers I had. Some can teach, some can't even teach at all. Sorry, no offence. I salute all those teachers who are doing great. One of them is Mr.Mong. His full name is Mong Kwok Seng. I am so glad to have him as my class teacher. He is a very good and dedicated teacher. *thumbs up* I still like him even tho he used to scold and pull my ears. Happy because I don't have to see all the irritating faces in ACS. HAHA. Seriously, Thank God. I won't be seeing them after STPM. Fuhh... :)

MY BEST GRADUATION PICTURE EVER! :)

I'm gonna miss him a lot. :P

I found it somewhere in acs.

Fyi, I dont vandalize this school even tho I hate this school. =P

P/S : 18 more days!!! :'(

2010-11-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

One Flaw In Women

Women have strengths that amaze men.....

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,

but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy

and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in..

They stand up to injustice.

They don't take "no" for an answer

when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel

and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about

a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member,

yet they are strong when they

think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss

can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you

to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a woman is what

makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have compassion and ideas.

They give moral support to their

family and friends.

Women have vital things to say

and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,

IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. ;)

Sometimes All We Need is a Good Cry

2010-09-25T23:03:00.005+08:00

Yes, I really love this Korean drama. And, I really really love this song. It is my fave song from this drama. This song and its lyrics are so touching I had to post it. I will never be able to erase this song from my memory. I think this song fits perfectly for them. I feel sad every time I hear it. (I cant help feeling sad. ~~Am I overreacting?~~ YES, I AM!) It makes me cry. (~~I am such a crybaby~~. I know I AM!) The tears would just come out every freakin' time!

I find it is a really sad song beforehand knowing what the song meant. Now it means more to me with the English translation. It always touches me every time I listen to it. Every time I sing it or hear the song, it reminds me of so many things. The lyrics is just so heartbreaking. OMG it hurts cant help but cry!

When you have a good cry, it might feel painful and embarrassing at the time, but you feel better afterwards. It we have spent a lifetime suppressing our sadness, we may actually need some practice crying in order to get back in touch with how we feel. Even if you are a guy and you cry, there is nothing wrong with it. I hate it whey guys it is shameful to cry! Only egoistic guys think it is shameful? Real men "DON'T CRY"!? Let me rephrase this sentence. REAL MEN DON'T CRY IN FRONT OF PEOPLE! As if they never cried before?! Hide and cry? Under the bed? In a corner? Well, that is even shameful! Crying is our natural way of releasing emotions of sadness or loss. So...Cry, people! :p

Random Script : Whenever I am feeling sad/stresses/upset I will listen to it. It instantly makes me cry. :'( I feel so much better after a good cry. :)

2010-09-25T01:10:00.004+08:00

Everyday I wake up,
Hoping to get a fresh start.
Praying I can undo,
The mistakes I've done to you.

Everyday it's the same thing,
My memories come to haunt me.
I never knew it'd come to this,
And now I'm regretting it.

Basically I'm saying sorry...
Sorry for my stupidity.
If you find it in your heart to forgive me,
I thank you with full sincerity.

But if you find it too hard to do so,
It's all right, who can blame you?
If there's even anyone to blame, it's me...
ME AND MY STUPIDITY!

P/S : I am not good enough..... I hate this feeling that I am not good enough for people. I am so tired of trying to fight this feeling. I hate myself! I feel like I am never going to be good enough for anyone! Just to clarify, I am not writing this to get attention!

2010-09-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

I may not have the best life but its the one I got and I am stuck with it.

But no matter what, I will always love everyone in it.

And when things are really bad, I just gotta think about the good and should be fine.

When things things are absolutely terrible, I just gotta straighten up and say everything is gonna be alright.

No matter how many scars I get,

No matter how many tears I shed,
I gotta stay strong no matter what comes my way.

I know God didn't gave me life for no apparent reason.

So whatever happens, I just gotta stay strong forever! :)

ALL ABOUT FOOD @ KL! :)

2010-09-12T22:48:00.015+08:00

Yesterday was a great day. My bro-in-law brought us (Me, Cindy, Felicia and KP) to Jalan Alor, KL to have our dinner. My sister stayed at home. Haha. It's her confinement period. Happy Confinement, Elena! Haha. FOOD AGAIN! Kuala Lumpur is all about eating, and the best eating isn't in the air-conditioned restaurants. The best place is eating in Jalan Alor. It was formerly known as the Red Light district of KL. The stalls are parked all along the street. Both sides of Jalan Alor are lined by endless rows of ‘mamak’ stalls and outdoor restaurants, interspersed with hawker stands selling fruits, barbequed meats, hanging ducks, and so on. I heard the satay is excellent, as are the many Chinese foods. For those who have never been there, it's a waste! I strongly recommend this place for food lovers! You’ll see and hear things not experienced in many other parts of KL. And, you won’t be able to fully describe your experience to friends back home.

This is the second time I have been there. Hendry took 10 mins to reach there. OMG? He literally speeds. The crowd along this road is like so happening. Got a lot of leng zaiS and leng luiS! And, foreigners. Guess what we had for our dinner? Lol. FROG PORRIDGE! It was my first time eating frog. (=.=) Hendry ordered "Kung Pou" frog porridge for us. It's very famous. Serving mainly frogs cooked in two different ways, you may have your frogs in porridge with sliced ginger (plain frog porridge), or have it cooked "kung pou" style. The "kung pou" style is just frogs cooked with dried chilli, hence it is very, very spicy. I tried and I was speechless. Oh my goodness, it was heavenly good! (thumbs up) I was so scared at first but noww.... It tastes a real yummy.... With the Plain Porridge, the "Kung Pou" gravy was then poured into it and add in some frogs meat, have a sip and you will be able to get the Ooommmpppphhh sensation! Truly delicious! The place is not very clean, but it has all the ambience of a true Malaysian hawker scene. Last but not least, exotic meat like frogs are not very cheap in Malaysia, therefore, be ready to pay a higher price for the frog porridge, but the meal is very delicious! Try it yourself and you will know how delicious they are.

Besides the Frog Porridge, he also ordered one plate of Oyster Omelette too from the next door stall. Hmm... this Oyster Omelette was rather different with those that I had before at other places as it was crispy like a Pancake while the oysters were somehow placed separately from the omelette! I love this, too. It tastes superb! It is worth trying so YOU CANNOT MISS IT!

After we had our frog porridge, we realized we were not full yet. Lol.. He brought us to Famous Ngau Kee Beef Noodle at Jalan Tengkat Tong Shin. We walked there. I know it's famous because the signboard says so. Hendry ordered 2 bowls Mixed Pork with Dry Noodles, 2 bowls of Pork Soup with Pork balls and a bowl of Beef Soup with Beef balls. The kueh toew-like noodles were springy and and firm to bite. The pork soup was nice. I don't really like beef so I have got no comments. He finished up the beef soup. Lol.. I was so, so FULL! Thanks to Hendry. I had a really great experience! AWESOME experience! :)

P/S : My phone is spoilt, so I couldn't snap a picture of the Frog Porridge. :(

2010-09-11T23:40:00.007+08:00

GOOD NEWS! Guess what? I am officially an AUNT! Lol.. I have visited my baby nephew today. Kim tagged along. Amy and Kim have just came back from holidays in Melaka. And guess what she brought home? FOOD!!! MALACCA FOOD!!! Ok, back to my baby nephew. He is so, so cute! This baby made my day. I am bit envious of him. Haha. My sister and bro-in-law are doing a great job. They are great parents, seriously. I am so happy for them. (It sounds dramatic, I know! haha...) When she was pregnant, it makes me want to have a baby. But I changed my mind after she delivered her baby. After seeing her going through all these things, I felt it is not easy to give birth. So perhaps, abortion could be easy. (I am being sarcastic.) Sorry, I do not have any picture of my nephew. =(

2ND GOOD NEWS! Belle gave birth to 4 huskies 2 months ago. They are so, so adorable! I feel so proud of Max and Belle even though they are not mine. Haha. They belong to my sister and bro-in-law. I have visited them, too. And, Damien (my sis's pomeranian) not to forget Teddy (my sis-in-law's poodle)

My sister and bro-in-law. This picture was taken few years back... They looked young.

Belle and Max. This picture was taken last year. Itu kaki Hendry! haha

Toldcha, they are SO ADORABLE! <3

Sorry, they are NOT FOR SALE! =(

Me and one of the huskies! =)

Captured by Hendry using his Iphone 4. I am bit envious of him! HAHAHA!

P/S : Sorry again... :P

All The Things You Never Knew

2010-09-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi (Translation)
By:Wang Lee Hom

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will remain there?
Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will there remain?
Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I couldn't ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

Even as I fly, you fall

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
Too many are the things you never knew

Credited to Wang Leehom <3

Random Script : I fcuking love this song. Anyhow, I love the lyrics of the song. I also love the way he plays the piano. Superb! He looks great. And he still looks charming as hell. He is charming in both looks and how he talks. :)

Did You Marry The Right Person? - A Worth Reading Post

2010-09-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

This is a very good article, got it from an online buddy's page.

Those who are still single may learn something from here...
Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage & relationship ...

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, 'How do I know if I married the right person?'
I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, 'It depends. Is that your husband?'
In all seriousness, she answered 'How do you know?'

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit).

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, 'I was swept off my feet.' Think about the imagery of that expression.
It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?' And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVERjust happen to you. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression 'the labor of love.'
Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships.
Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship
WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can 'make' love.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.
Remember always this:

'God determines who walks into your life.It is up to you to decide who you let to walk away,who you let to stay, and who you refuse to let go.

2010-09-05T12:48:00.004+08:00

Why do people decide to abort innocent lives instead of giving them up for adoption?

What I don't get is how anyone could be "anti-life" as such. After looking at Yahoo Answers, most of the people who answer questions to do with abortion say that it is a good thing in ALL cases! People who agree with abortion normally says these things:

1)"Oh the baby isn't even alive yet!" - This has not been proven true by science. People say that babies would not be able to feel it, but as the point when life begins has not been proven yet, how do you know?

2)"That baby could grow up to be the next Hitler, etc...." - This is very unlikely, and you haven't even given the baby a chance to prove itself! Were you killed as an infant because of the possibility you could be a tyrant? If you're reading this, then no.

3) "Adoption is potentially dangerous for the child." - Um, and killing it isn't?

4)" Unplanned pregnancies should be terminated because of financial reasons or because the parents are too young ." - Adoption is potentially a kinder option to the child.

So, having put these issues forward, can someone please justify why abortion is legal? I don't mean abortion for serious cases such as medical and traumatic reasons, I'm talking about the vast majority of abortions which carry no physical threat to the mother. Why do people decide to abort their children instead of adoption?

You clearly have never stepped into an orphanage.

No one loves them, no one wants them, they have nothing.

You make it sound as if every child gets adopted. They don't. Once they reach the age of 5, no one wants them. Once they turn 18 they get kicked out onto the streets to fend for themselves.

They have issues. They don't understand how to socialise, how to trust, how to love. They cannot understand and they have some real issues due to the frustration.

There are things worse than death you know...

We're against abortion!

2010-09-05T12:39:00.005+08:00

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

And so abortion is treated like an eraser? I seriously think that there is no right for people to abort an unborn child.

That's ... partially true ...

2010-09-04T12:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Evon Low, below are Prediction result of Your Future Married Life:

How will you choose your Mr Right? No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

Who will be your future Mr Right?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your real-life hero will be manly

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :He'll be dependable

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Even financially

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :He will protect you and always respect your feelings

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :He'll probably be quite a bit older than you

When will you get married?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :As soon as you fall in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll want to grab your man and hang on to him

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will probably marry very young

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing

What sort of wife will you be?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You may as well have fun with him

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll make a fun-loving wife

Will you and your husband have a good time togethe:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activit

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You won't end up quite as healthy

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends

What will your children be like?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your kids will be very naughty

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :They are lively and smart

How loyal are you?:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a cool chick! You pretend not to care about the many men you a

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But they just keep coming back for more

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are married

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You won't be a loyal kind

2010-08-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

Why does this always happen?
Why does this always happen to me?
I hate it when that happens to me!
I HATE IT,I HATE IT AND I HATE IT!!!

Once a LIAR, always a LIAR!

2010-08-07T20:41:00.003+08:00

Why do people lie? Why do people lie all the time? Why do people lie to each other? Why do people lie so much? Why do people choose to lie? Why do people lie for no reason? Why do people insist they hate liars, yet they lie themselves? Can liars ever be trusted? Can you ever trust a liar? Or do they have a need to keep on lying, no matter how they hurt people? Why do people not feel guilty when they cheat? Do people who cheat ever feel bad with what they are doing? Did you ever fell guilty for cheating on someone? Is it fair to other people? Would people ever admit to cheating? Will a cheater admit their lies? How do you feel after you have been cheated on?

Random Question : Can you truly ever trust someone who lied again and again after promising to stop each time?

I Love Little Monster

2010-08-07T20:04:00.051+08:00

Actually, I was supposed to post this a long, long time ago. It was my brother's 9th birthday on July 15th. I feel so guilty for not wishing him on that day itself. I wished him the next day (face-to-face). Sigh, it's kinda late, I know! I did not have a chance to see him. He was sleeping when I went back home after tuition. :(

I hardly ever see him though we live in the same house. He sleeps too early. Actually he has,too. He got tuition every morning and rushed to school after tuition. He will be doing his homework after he comes back home from school. I pity him, actually. He has to go for tuition because his sister, me, can not teach him. Useless sister! Haha.. To be honest, I am not an angelic sister, I do not have the patience and I could not tolerate him. I scolded him. I feel really bad about what I did. I want to say I am sorry but then...I am ego! He hates me, I know.

My brother and I have a very special relationship. We always got along well. But I always scold him. And I still do that. I am a troublemaker and I can cause a lot of trouble. I like when he is mad at me. I will do anything just to make him angry. I will harass and molest him. *evil laughs* He hates that but I love that. He will ignore me and stop stop talking to me. But then he will still forgive me and talk to me again. Bak kata pepatah, air dicincang tidak akan putus.

My brother eats a lot. He eats every hour. I am little freaked out. I think he is having a good digesting system and he feels hungry most of the time. He is overweight like me. Haha. He is always hungry at midnight. The first thing he wanted was for me to cook him a meal (maggi mee) every night. Sometimes, he wants me to bungkus burger from ramlee in front my house or nasi lemak from mamak just beside my housing estate. -.-

He is a very,very,very NAUGHTY BOY! This little monster always piss me off. Just look at the mess he is making! Thank God, there is a big cane in the house. *evil grins*

Happy Birthday LKP. I love you. :)

做我最親密的親人

2010-07-02T17:53:00.030+08:00

別打開禮物的緞帶

bie da kai li wu de duan dai

最初充滿期待最後都腐敗

zui chu chong man qi dai zui hou dou fu bai

別打開午夜的電臺

bie da kai wu ye de dian tai

別讓情歌反覆再愚弄

bie rang qing ge fan fu zai yu nong

而愛並沒有教給我生存

er ai bing mei you jiao gei wo cun zai

只教我交易虛榮給天真

zhi jiao wo jiao yi xu rong gei tian zhen

可是愛讓我們變成陌生人

ke shi ai rang wo men bian cheng mo sheng ren

卻變不了更高尚的靈魂

que bian bu liao geng gao shang de ling hun

不要吻我只要抱著我

bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo

不要愛我做我的親人

bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren

把手借我一天一分鐘

ba shou jie wo yi tian ti fen zhong

做我最親密的親人

zuo wo zui qin mi de qin ren

不是誰的情人誰的某某某

bu shi shui de qing ren shui de mou mou mou

就算我全身濕透透

jiu suan wo quan sheng shi tou tou

我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走

wo ye bu zai bei shui qian zhe bi zi zhou

如果我還握住拳頭

ru guo wo hai wo zhe quan tou

可能我怕我的夢飛走

ke neng wo pa wo de meng fei zou

而愛並不如你想的萬能

er ai bing bu ru ni xiang de wan neng

不能讓我們不再戰爭

bu neng rang wo men bu zai zhan zheng

可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲

ke shi ai lian ci bei ye mei duo ci bei

誰愛越深越容易被犧牲

shui ai yue sheng yue yong yi bei xi sheng

不要吻我只要抱著我

bu yao wen wo zhi yao bao zhe wo

不要愛我做我的親人

bu yao ai wo zuo wo de qin ren

把手借我一天一分鐘

ba shou jie wo yi tian yi fen zhong

讓我還敢做我的夢

rang wo hai gan zuo wo de meng

做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

zuo wo meng zhong wei da de wei xiao de ying xiong

(Translated lyrics)
Giving up opening the presents’ ribbon,
that used to make me forward to,
giving up the midnight’s radio,
never give in yourself to the love songs,again and again,foolishly,
because love, has never taught me how to survive,
but as a deal of my vanity to the naive,
and love has made us a stranger,
and not becoming a noble soul within us.
I just need your hug,not your kiss,
I just need you to be my dearest,not loving me,
do lend me your hand,one minute a day.
Be my dearest,
and not becoming my lover or someone’s,
even if i have soaked in the rain.
I will never going to allow anyone to lead me by the nose,
and if I am still clenching my fist,
I might afraid my dreams will fly away,
and love,is not everything,
it can not stop us from war,
and love,it will only be a pity,
for those that are deeply in love and being
sacrificed.

I just need your hug,not your kiss,
I just need you to be my dearest,not loving me,
do lend me your hand,one minute a day,
so that I can dream,
as my hero with a smile.

Random Script : I just want U to be my dearest, not loving ME! =)

2010-02-20T17:30:00.005+08:00

THIS IS TRUE, I GUESS! :P
Dear Evon Low, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

2010-02-20T17:27:00.002+08:00

Why do people insult others? Why do people insult each other as jokes? Why do people always feel need to insult someone? Why do some people just insult others for seemingly no reason? Why do people insult others for no apparent reason especially when they know nothing? What is the most insulting thing someone called or said to you? Do you ever feel guilty for insulting someone? All I know when someone insults you, you feel the pain. Seriously, PAIN! Insult hurts! The person who insulted you will never feel the pain even though he/she didn't intend to insult you. All you have to do is just forget the insult no matter how much they hurt you. How do you forget insult? Take insults as compliments! And, compliments are GREAT! :)

Mocha's Birthday + CNY + Valentine's Day

2010-02-15T21:22:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was our Mocha's birthday. Both her daddy and mummy weren't around. I bet she misses them a lot! And, Snow, too! We celebrated her birthday by buying a birthday cake while her mommy and daddy were actually enjoying their CNY at Bangkok! Luckily she already gave us our angpao before she left! Thank you, Mr and Mrs Tan for their "big" angpao! Anyway, remember to increase the amount of my angpao next year ya! ;)

My first CNY day was sooo boring because my banker, Auntie Elena was not around! WTH? Sigh~~~ As usual, I spent my first day of CNY at auntie's and grandma's house. It wasn't that fun actually! It has been our yearly routine. The same thing happens every year. And my relatives used to say the same thing to me every CNY, " Hey, Evon, you have already grown up! You are getting taller!" LMAO! I didn't grow for 3 years, I guess!

My cousin came over to my house. Gambling, of course! What else can we do on CNY? Gambling is our most important tradition on CNY. It's the easiest way to make profit, I guess! Not bad not bad! I actually won. Gonna make more $$$ within these few days. *evil laugh*

At auntie's house

This is my auntie, Cindy! :P

adik tergarang

Cindy, your hand is not as BIG as my FACE! rofl

Mocha, the Birthday Dog

Snow

M n S

Cindy Low, thank you for ruined the cake!

Happy 3rd or 21st Birthday, Mocha.
Here is your birthday cake!

Yummy yummy~~

CNY day and V-day is over! :(

PS : My banker is coming back soon! *grin*

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day people!

2010-02-13T12:02:00.001+08:00

So, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day fall on the same day this year which means tomorrow. This means a double celebration for all those Chinese people. Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine's Day people! *big smiley face*

As for Chinese New Year, I really do hope that the new year brings a change of luck for me as the last decade hasn't been fantastic. For those who are gambling, good luck in your gambling sessions and win more (from the banker). If you guys can't win any single cents, here are some tips that will help you. It's only for the superstitious people. These are some superstitions that are very common among Chinese people : wear RED (lucky color and promote prosperity) underwear when gambling, don't count any of the money gained or lost during a gambling session and do not touch someone's shoulder while he is gambling. Wanna win more? Just wear read undies over your head when gambling! But you must wear the most fancy cute underwear/panties/briefs/thongs/boxers! I bet you will win more! (roflmao) Anyway, to everyone celebrating CNY, have a great time and do take care on roads.

As for Valentine's Day, I hope that all lovers everywhere have a great day. Happy Valentine's day to all my family members, friends and my beloved one. There is one fact I want you know that I miss you so much. The bond that we share is unique and I am so incredibly lucky to have such a special person in my life. Since you came into my life there have been more fun, joy and love.
( Don't laugh, I know it's effing disgusting. I bet when you read this, you are in a coma! =P )

Random Script : Sometimes A Sorry Being Said By The Mouth... Means Nothing From The Heart...

Once a FAILURE is always a FAILURE

2010-02-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

I am such a failure and I want to commit suicide! I guess I was putting too much pressure on myself! Life has been so hectic these days. Yeahhh, I am sitting for STPM this year! This is NO JOKE! And there are no second chances for STPM! Sometimes, I just feel like giving up now! I just don't know why, I feel like screwing STPM, I won't get good marks for it. You know what, my prediction is always true! I shall prove myself wrong that I am not a failure, but I just can't do it! I will admit it, I have been slacking so much! Maybe Mong was just correct, I am an irresponsible child. :(

I can't do anything! I can't study! I am not good enough! My parents just want the best for me. All my parents want is just a good result! Actually, study is quite easy compared to working and earning money. That's all, and I can't even give it to them! I have nothing to give! What a FAILURE! It's NOT "a failure" but FAILURE! I feel guilty for them to have such a kid! I am already 19 and I can't even think like how a 19 years old girl did. I mean I still can't think maturely, I was plain worried! sigh~~ :(

Honestly, if I were them, I would be so embarrassed to have such an irresponsible child. I know it's way too early to give up no but I am just afraid I can't make it! I just can't think positively because I am afraid, I am only going to give myself a false hope! I know that I am setting myself up for being hurt to some degree if I keep feeding myself with false hope. Giving more false hope can be a burden also. I am already tensing up. :(

I felt unhappy and down quite a lot of time these days. A lot of unhappy things happened recently. I just don't like my current life in ACS now! I seriously don't know what is wrong with some people there? Yeah yeah yeah, they were right, I am good in bitching and flirting around with guys. You know what, I am a FLIRT! I flirt with a lot of guys and YEAH, I AM FLIRTING ALL THE TIME!

Post Script : I AM SO STRESSED OUT!

Here you go! =)

2010-01-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

Yeahhhh, I have been gone awhile. Been busy and lazy lately... It's been awhile and here you go...

Evon Low,
Down to earth person who loves nature.
A natural animal lover, especially dogs.
Has a mindset of saving animals in the near future.

Always putting on a smile that all love.
Talks the greatest craps but a born entertainer.
Mind as dirty as the Klang river. =)
Favours the king of soups : BKT.

A sister who plays the best role as one.
A great moraled girl who sees the big 'V' as the beauty of life.
A decent girl living in the great big world.
Lastly, a great friend that one wont ask for more.

It is sooo farneh and "shocked", I got this so called "poem" from my friend. A farneh and effing hamsap friend. I felt so touched when I first saw it and yet I was laughing out loud. Hey,seriously I am not as good as you thought! But I seriously like this phrase - Mind as dirty as the Klang river, yet it is absolutely true. I think you have made a huge mistake. That decent girl sounds so wrong! LOL. I know you are actually insulting me indirectly. Sigh... Yeahhh, I love dogs! Dogs are my passion! And I love BKT, too. Hey, thanks for that "heart touching poem"! rofl. Hey, I am glad to know you. You are a true person. I mean you dont act innocent all like some "other" people did. I mean you don't go faking around. It's good to know you! =)

Random Script : Top 10! I want BKT! =)

It is by God's hand we become a family.

2010-01-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

These past few days, I have been busy with the wedding in my family. Its my sister Elena's marriage. She is about 5 years elder to me. She has been barely at home (this year-busy with her marriage,stuff) and hence I have hardly been spending time with her and, she is married now. Till she was around never really paid attention, but now that she is gone (to a new family) I suddenly feel this void. It is a weird feeling but feeling sad that she is gone and I barely get to see her. Though we have been hardly sharing our lives, there is this sudden emptiness in the family.. 7 have come down to 6 for the 1st time in our lives. NO NO NO! I should say that 7 have come up to 8 now. She brought some very nice people into our lives. HE is definitely a good bro-in-law. And, I am pretty sure HE is a good husband and father as well. Bro-sis relation is always an amazing one and I am sure the distance cant part you both...

This marriage has also made me think and appreciate my parents too. I have never given them any credit or helped them in anyway, but they have been the most understanding and encouraging parents I could ever wish for. They are going though the funny phase in life when they have to give away their daughter in the traditional Chinese way. I can see it in their eyes when I see them now. I don't know how it will be for them when I move away too. The last few days have made me appreciate marriages too. I really never liked the big marriages and all the things and mess that goes into it. But I think about it differently now.

I always have bad thoughts about marriage. For me, the concept of marriage is like "because we are married, you are stuck with me forever, so no matter what I do you will have to be with me." I do not believe in getting married simply because you love that person and want to be with them forever. I do not plan on avoiding marriage like the plague. If I love my boyfriend and want to be with him the rest of my life, then getting married to him should not matter, should it? I never felt the need to get married and do not see much point in it. It seems like marriage maybe is not the way to go if half of them end in divorce?

I think marriage is the most amazing institutions you just have to be careful about finding the right mate. I really believe that marriage is important for some people and not for others. It is completely that persons perspective that matters. In my opinion, if you really love someone, marriage will not hurt your relationship. Your basic argument is that when you get married you feel like you have to be with the person, whereas before you were with this person because you wanted to be. Well, millions of people walk out on their marriages each year and that sheet of paper did nothing to stop them. People have free will, if you love a person and you want to spend the rest of your life with them you will, if you are tired of them you will leave them, and marriage will not stop you. Yes, it is more difficult to leave a marriage than a relationship, thus breakups are easier than divorce, this does not mean it will stop the person who wants to leave you. Nothing can make you stay in a relationship you do not want, no matter what contracts you have signed. Marriage is not for people who do not have.

FYI, I blogged about MARRIAGE doesn't mean that I am desperate to get married. =P

Random Script : V is definitely extremely effingly freakingly fuckingly seriously IMPORTANT! =)

Thank you my sister <3

2009-12-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to this "Leng Lui"

Specially for her.

Before she leaves, I seriously wanna take this opportunity to thank her.

Thanks to her. =)

She will move into a new family soon.=)
And, she will move into a new stage of her life.

On the 23th of Dec 2009 (next week..OMG..Time flies like an arrow,man!!!)
It's "her" day.
Congratulations on her wedding.
Thanks a lot to her.

Because she had brought me up besides than my parents.

(sounds dramatic I know but who cares la)

I am relying too much on her.

I depend too much, rely too much on her.

In fact, I rely too much on her for everything.

Now, I learn to not rely on her.

I'll promise to learn.

Actually, I am learning NOW. SERIOUSLY!

No more depending on her.

No more FUN!!!

No more borrowing her stuffs (awww....man......)
No more EXCITEMENTS!!! (oh no....)

No more ARGUMENTS!!! ("What a peaceful day," says Mom.)

No more sharing secrets. =(

No more.....having fun together, laughing together, crying together....and.....eating together..... (things I will miss the most)

No more...............................No more............................... (sighs)

I am going to be sad, seriously. =[ (I know this is dramatic)

Actually, it's all of us especially Daddy and Mommy.

I cry easily, I know. All of us know, actually. (ROFL)

So, I promised myself I would not cry.

I promised myself not to cry on her special day.

You Better Not Cry!

Thanks to this girl.

Oh ya, I have totally forgotten.

I should not call her a girl. Opps..

THIS GIRL IS A WOMAN NOW!!! (ROFL)

I should call her Auntie or Aunt Elena or Mrs Tan.

I think she prefers Aunt Elena, right?

Thanks to Aunt Elena. (no hard feelings ok?)

She gave us everything she's got.

Now, she has to create her own family-tree.

So, be a good wife and housewife.

No more being "naughty" *sarcastic smiley face*

Hey, please get us a niece or a nephew.

FASTER!!! MAKE IT AFAP!!!

(HEY, BOTH OF YOU GO GET A ROOM NOW-This sounds so wrong wei) *grins*

We can't wait to have a niece or nephew! Seriously!

My parents think the same, I guess!

I think my parents can't wait to be called "grandparent" (LOL)

Remember to be a GOOD MOTHER, Mrs Tan. =)

Thanks to her again.

She is definitely a good sister. (to be honest)

She is a wonderful sister who's full of things to be done.

She delights and amuses her family with all kinds of surprises and fun.

Yes, a sister's a wonderful female, it's a joy to have her around.

And when we need understanding, NO BETTER FRIEND can be found.

And when a sister is older, with each passing year, you will find,

She is always a GOOD COMPANION-the "sweetest" and "loveliest" kind.

Love You,

Evon and Family =)

Give me this, please?

To be honest, I don't know how to edit those pictures but who cares la. The more I edit, the uglier it look. And, it is getting faker. So, it is better not to edit those pictures. Without editing, it looks natural. And, it's simple. Simple is nice. Words will describe those pictures. =)

Hey, don't get angry, ok? Sorry for taking your pictures without your permission. Don't get angry, you know! You are getting married soon, you know! (Brides-to-be) Once you get angry, you know what will happen next! WRINKLES. ahahahaha... ANGRY=WRINKLES=UGLY BRIDE

EVON LOW IS SO LIFELESS ROFL

2009-12-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

Gosh... I felt so lifeless. I am so dead bored. I am feeling bored this school holidays. My school holidays are so boring. I want to go back to school. I spent most of my time facebooking, watching TV and playing games with my brother. Arghhh... LIFELESS!!! I've just been staying at home doing nothing. I needa burn my time. I would rather spend my time facing Mong for 7 hours than staying at home doing nothing. I think I miss him. I miss his Chemistry class. I miss his lame jokes. And, I miss my classmates. Everyone must be doing their homework now except for Evon Low. *ROFL*

Actually, I should stay at home and study, update my Buletin and do my homework but ended up playing games with my brother. Sigh~~~ Unfortunately, I hate my brother. I mean that I hate playing games with my brother. He can't admit defeat-this is what I hate the most. I am the winner ok! Ishhh ishhh ishhh... Either he will shut the damn thing off or he will restart the game. Hey, I am not patient enough to play again ok! Sometimes, he doesn't want to play in the middle of the game because he knew that he was going to lose. Well fine then. But he started to finding chances to scold me when I am playing solo. STUPID DONG KU-this is what he says. Urghhh... My brother is the most annoying thing in the world. But in the end I have to play with him because it would be boring if I am playing alone. Lagi la LIFELESS if I am playing alone!!!

Oh no... I need to start doing my homework!!! I need to stop playing games!!!

THIS IS THE MOST BORING HOLIDAYS EVER!!! EVER!!!

2009-12-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

Right after tuition, I went to Asoka straight away with Elizabeth yesterday night. Fion, Api, Chai Yi, Kyalin, Amy and Shir Feng were there, too. I want to meet Jacklyn so much. She just came back from Aussie for her summer holiday. She would be enjoying her two-month summer holiday. I remember the last time I saw her when we were Form 3. She was kinda tomboyish, and has kinda short boyish hairstyle. And, she is still the same now. She didnt seem to change much. It is just that she became more feminine. She is still able to speak in Mandarin and Hokkien fluently. And, she is still "cho loh". I mean that the way she speaks is like quite "cho loh". And the same goes for me. LOL. I still remember the last time I spoke with her in msn. Last year!!! It was right before my SPM. I mean chatting with her. She told me that she would come back by end of year 2009. I was like "huh"? Oh no, 1 more year to go. And now, this is the time. One year had past. It was just gone.

Before they arrived, Elizabeth and I talk for an hour. We reached there an hour earlier. Out of sudden, I asked her a funny question. It isn't funny,actually. I mean that I've never asked her about this question before. Not even once. Because I think we are still studying, so, maybe, it is not the right to think about this. *sacrastic smiley face*

Evon : May I ask you a question?
Eliz : Uh-huh!
Evon : What is the most important criteria in choosing a boyfriend?
Eliz : He must love me!
Evon : Huh? That's all???
Eliz : Uh-huh!
Evon : I want to be the first one in his heart. I mean that he will definitely place you first in his heart.
Eliz : Same lah!!
Evon : Huh? Same meh?
Eliz : His priority will be given to you. You are the first one when he thought of everything. You are the first one which come into his mind. Basically, all things will be given to you. And, he must love me unconditionally.
*Nodding my head like yeaaa..... *
She continued... I dont go for looks or money. He has to love me unconditionally. That's all.
Evon : A simple love! =)

After makan, we went to Jeth cafe. Second round. They want to play poker. =)
Fion got double heart-attack. LOL.
Reached home about 11 plus. Almost 12 am. Tired~~~
Overall, I was happy to see them back. =)

P.S. I miss you, seriously. =)

DENIAL

2009-12-06T11:14:00.000+08:00

I hate denying that some people just have to lie to you to get away with things. Mainly because they don't believe that they can just tell you the truth and nothing bad will happen. Either way, that sort of thing happens. You way better off not denying anything and just telling that person or persons, what it is that is the truth!!!

Deny reminds me of saying "NO" to something or someone. It is a very LEGAL word. You might deny committing a crime or another allegation. It is not a happy word. It is usually a bummer. It is something that must be done to keep to world running along smoothly. We can't approve too much. That would be chaos.

People can deny many stages of their life. They think that they know better then anyone and everyone else. I hate when people deny things that they know are true, especially when I'm positive about them lying. I understand the biggest problem people have is that they can't accept views other than their own.

I don't deny that I have nothing to say about this word initially. I suppose you deny something you've been accused of if you haven't done it. Or, if you have done it, but you don't want people to know. I'm straining to remember the last time I denied something. It is very hard when we are denied something. But it is harder when we deny something to someone. But sometimes it is needed. Denial brings a greater desire to get something. DENIAL..... I am pretty sure that we all deny something.

Please bare in mind, never deny that which is true. What is Right or Wrong? To lie and to deny...doing these things will only make your life a mess. In the end, it will only guide you along the wrong paths.

P.S. I am really going to miss you. =(

When everything is wrong, WE MOVE ALONG

2009-12-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Song lyrics | Move Along lyrics

I LOVE this song so much. I learned how to move along. It's quite meaningful if you notice his lyrics. I think it's quite clear that the song is about no matter what comes your way even when you think everything sucks you just have to keep going on. No matter what people say just keep on going. Keep going strong no matter what happens to you. Basically, just do what you think is right. I think AAR wants everyone to know that no matter how bad things get in life that all we have to do is 'move along'.

When you think everything has get you, when bad things happens to you every time or when something very wrong has got your spirit, keep your head up, pull yourself complete and move on, fight it, MOVE ALONG. That's what life is all about, when something gets in your way, keep moving, and don't look back. No matter what happens, say: "I MOVE ALONG".

I just can't deny I was being emotional recently. Not depressed, just sad. To even try to deny that would leave me wondering about how very close I came to tears earlier. It was strange. But I'd like to say I'm feeling great now. Because I had learned how to let things go and MOVE ALONG. And, it's always good to let go as it means something better is coming towards you. I don't want to have the same feelings because these feelings will destroy my life. I do appreciate my life as I think that God had endowed me with a good life.

Not to forget, thanks to him for being supportive. Thanks for everything. And, I am thankful that he has always been by my side when I am down. People say that good friends are hard to find, but that's because the best are already mine. True friends stay together through thick and thin, through all the rumors and the grins, through all the pain and all the tears, true friends are there throughout the years. True friends are the ones who walk in when the rest of the world walks out! Always remember to forget, the friends that have failed to be true. And never forget to remember, the friends that have always been true.

We should move on for the sake of our better future =)

I AM NO LONGER A SMALL GIRL grins

2009-11-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

I just had my birthday a few days ago. I just turned 18 on Nov 26th. WOOHOO!!! I am legal now. I am no longer a small girl. LOL. And I thank all those whose wished me Happy Birthday. Thanks for the call, thanks for the text and thanks for the email. Thanks a lot!!! The saddest part is when someone was not in Malaysia when I am celebrating my birthday. She was enjoying her life at Bangkok. She was enjoying a peaceful day of shopping. It's not a day, it's everyday. Everyday shopping. Faster, come back. Baby come back to me, says Hendry! LOL. He is waiting for you, anxiously. And the same goes for us. =(

Thanks to my sister. The first birthday present I had received this year. Love ya =)

Thank you for the birthday meal, Eng! =)

Thanks to Jana. Thank you for the birthday gifts. Thank you for celebrating with me. =)

Thanks to my schoolmates and Mong. Thanks for celebrating with me at Modern. =)

Thanks to my ex-secondary schoolmates-Lee Swan, Sunnie, Kyeli, Ying Ying, Chiu Ying, Yen Yen, Sook Leng, and Chee Hui. Thanks for celebrating with me! We had a great time karaoke-ing. "I never had a dream come true" and "Lucky"-both of them are my fave song. Each and every time I went out karaoke-ing, for sure I would sang these songs. LOL. I would sing the song over and over again. Frankly, I am a lousy singer. *ROFL*

Thanks to Elizabeth, Chee Han, Boon Siang, and Chew Hong for the birthday meal. Thank you guys! =)

Thanks to Fion. Thanks for ajaking me to Euphoria. Frankly, I've never been clubbing. I had never been to a club before until that night. The most fun I have ever had. I had a really great time hanging out with Fion, Elaine, Yun Chin, Kyalin and Mingke in Euphoria. And, I am happy because I got to know Fion's friends-Kesavan, Boon Han and Tian Xiang. All of them are friendly. We had a blast, awesome crowd, and lots of dancing. Kesavan is a hilarious guy. He taught me how to dance and move my hips. I can't dance like him. LOL. Boon Han imitates MJ's dancing style. LOL. That's pretty funny. =)

Overall I love it. It was awesome. Thanks to my friends. Thanks a lot! =)

Pictures time.........

From my classmates. =)

My birthday cake. *grins*

Mong Kwok Seng =)

My classmates =)

From my ex-secondary schoolmates =)

Sook Leng>Me>Lee Swan

Kye Li =)

Ying Ying =)

Sook Leng =)

Convent Friends =)

In Euphoria

Fion>Evon>Elaine

Elainey =)

Fion and Tian Xiang =)

Fion and Kesavan =)

What a lesbi-gay!!!

Oopsss... Jason is going to kill me if he sees this.

Sorry, Jason. She is mine! =)

POSER =D

Random break dancer

The End =)

2009-11-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

I am glad that you(???) have pointed out that indeed, I am an asshole. And, I am very proud to be an asshole. I am laughing out loud right now just thinking about how much of an asshole I am. Truly, I am an asshole because that is my true nature. That's me being an asshole, you should hear me when I'm REALLY being an asshole! And, I love being an asshole. =)

Mom's Birthday Celebration

2009-11-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

I like this picture so much. <3

It was snapped by my sister.

This is my beloved mom. <3 <3 <3

Mom and 2 little toy poodles-cute and adorable

Terlebih 3 orang dan terkurang 2 orang.

Daddy and Amy went missing. ='(

Steamboat-Mom's fave

Grandparents =)

Dad =)

Bro-in-law and eldest sister =)

Sisters =)

The eldest and the youngest sister =)

The only brother =)
He is mad at me because I did something wrong. T_T

2009-11-24T16:55:00.000+08:00

I never really thought about him these past few months until I heard this song on the radio. Then, I started to flash back everything. Actually, there is nothing to do with this song. It's just a sad love song. I never knew this happened (it should never have happened), seriously, I never knew this would happen to me. Everything is out of expectation. Everything beyond my control. I don't deny that I have feelings about him. Try as I might, I can't shake the feelings in my heart.

I tried so hard to pretend he wasn't there, to deny his very existence. I thought it would be easier on me and on him if we both thought it never happened. Yet again I was proved wrong... You can't deny what you feel on the inside, you can't deny your true self... It just didn't work, so I gave in and gave up trying to deny the truth.

no matter how much i want to deny u in my life... no matter how much i pray, wish or hope for things to change within me... i cant never ever hate u or dislike u because u have already stolen my heart even without realizing it...

I wish to deny my existence. Not that I wish i was never born or anything, I just want the world to know that I don't really think I exist. I want to deny the thoughts that fill my head, all the doubts and the fears.... and no matter how hard I try to deny all of it I still find myself asking "why?"

P.S. : She can deny the truth
         but it will always find her.
         She can deny the past,
         but it will never leave her.
         She can deny her actions,
         but the blood spells the truth.
         She could deny her love,
         but that would just be a sin.

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson <3 <3 <3

2009-11-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson!!!

I love Tyson Ritter. He is so fucking "beautiful" but I think Tyson is waaay to skinny and I bet he uses drugs. Anyway, I still love him. I am obsessed with TYSON!!!!! WOW!!! I think I just listened to this song like 10 times in a row. I wanna touch TYSON!!!!! This song rawks. This is one of my fave songs by AAR EVER!!!!! I love this song. And, this song makes me love people. Watch how he swings his hips! Omg, so so so so hot!!! And, sexy!!! I know its sounds bitchy but who cares!!!

'I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you. You wanna touch me too'. It just doesn't get out of my mind. It's so damn addicting!!!!!

I went to their concert with my friends (31st of Oct 2009). I was right there. I was right behind there.*sob* Actually, it wasn't that behind. A few rows away(more than 10 rows) but I am still able to see them. It's free. I will never get this chance again. I never thought I'd be able to see them live. I still remembered that he called us all his 'bitches' too. But, it's okay cos the band's performance was amazing!!! Tyson was awesome! He even wore a special thing for us because it was HALLOWEEN!!! Tyson ROCKS!!!!!! I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch Tyson.

Happy Birthday, Mommy <3

2009-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's my mom's birthday today. I almost forgot to wish her. *sighs* What kind of daughter am I?
Anyways, Happy Birthday, Mommy! God bless you. You are the best mother ever. I love my mom so much. I have made a list of reasons why I love my Mom:

1. I love Mom because she gave me 5 sisters and 1 brother.

2. I love when Mom provides everything for me.

3. I love when Mom clothed me.

4. I love when Mom cooks for me.

5. I love when Mom taught me how to be independent.

6. I love when Mom comes to the rescue when I’m in pain or when I’m sick.

7. I love when Mom scolded me whenever I did something wrong.

8. I love when Mom caned me when I was a naughty girl.

9. I love when Mom brought me up with patience.

10. I love when Mom has always been 100%, completely encouraging of me in everything I do.

I have more reasons written down, but these are the top ten reasons why I love my Mom! She’s awesome, and I love her very much! And, I am proud of her. <3 <3 <3

2009-11-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

I lost my guts.
I am not brave enough to face this situation.
I just want to stop hurting people.
I am a coward person.
I am such a loser.
I am such a failure.
I am out of control.
P/S: I am such a useless person. I can't help both of them.

Namo Amitabha

2009-11-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, my friends and I went to Taman Rakyat to do soil analysis for our Bio practical. Actually, I went there just to have a look. I wanna see how they collect their soil sample. All we need to do is to collect a soil sample back to school and do some analysis on it. We need to bake the soil too. Then, we have to eat it. All we need to do is taste it and we get to know what does ths soil contain! Worm? Earthworms? Centipede? Millipede? Ants? Termites? Dog's pee? Cat's poo? I need to cut the crap right now!!!

Actually, we need to determine the texture, water content, organic matter content, air content and pH value of soil. Sounds interesting right??? But it's hard to collect a soil sample, you know!! You need to dig out the soil and so on. My friend, Vicraman kept on complaining. LOL. What to do? He is the only man there. *rofl* He has more work to do. Tak akan he sit there and watch. If like that, for sure he is not a gentleman.

I have never been bitten by mosquitoes in Taman Rakyat but I do get bitten that day. WTH!!! I get bitten a lot. At my hands. 10 something in the morning wey!! Never knew that those mosquitoes are still active in 10 am. Damn itchy wey. I cant stopped myself from scratching both my hands!!! I killed them all. What a sinful day! I need to kill them for the sake of my life. Mosquitoes can transmit malaria-that is what Vic told me. I think I need to bring insect aerosol spray or mosquito repellent tomorrow because I will be going Tmn Rky again to collect my soil sample.

Can you imagine how itchy it is??

The worst part!!!

The mosquitoes are just lucky. I let them suck my blood.

In the end, I killed them.

I am sinful!!!

*Namo Amitabha*

2009-11-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I want to thank you for being a good friend to me. You are like my best friend because I used to share my secrets with you. You may be wondering why I am willing to share my "secrets" with you! I find that it's been nice talking to you. I feel comfortable. You are a good listener. No doubt. You don't mind though I talk "dirty" to you all the time. I do appreciate you as my good friend but I don't know how to express myself my feelings. I don't feel so good myself, and I also don't really know how to properly express that. To be honest with you, I think that you are using me. But I totally changed my thinking now.

And, I wanna apologize too. Sorry for being unconscious about you and your feeling. I have got a bad feeling about this-I am going to lose you as a good friend. To be honest with you, you are a good friend. You are worth much more than a friend. It's worth of knowing you. Are you mad at me? Don't worry. I promise that I will disappear from your life. I will not disturb you again. Once again, SORRY!

P/S: Sorry, I misunderstood you. And, sorry, I misunderstood your post.

Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah 061109

2009-11-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

I was invited to a dinner-Majlis Makan Malam Anugerah. But I am not an important guest. LOL. It was organized by my school. It was also held in Pejabat Tanah Daerah Klang. *if I am not mistaken* I feel it was fun. And, I have a great time there. I was happy to see my friends. Actually, we will be seeing each other in school but I don't know why I like the feeling. First time seeing them in formal attire. Lol. I usually see them wearing school uniforms. All of them look great in their formal attire. *2 thumbs up*

My job is to escort the guests to their table. Lol. Mr Mong looks nice in his formal attire. Looks "macho". I helped him take photos of everyone. Lotsa pictures but those pictures are with him. Needa pass my thumbdrive to him so he can transfer those pictures to me. I got some pictures but it's kinda blur. It's pictures time....

My classmates. Love them so much <3

Sarmiira, the tallest girl in our class

Linda

Mandy

Cindy

Jia Chyi

Lay Kee

Yunn Teng

Daniel

Miss Daniel

Chi Yung

Kam Ho>Alan>Me>Chi Yung

Kam Ho.Alan.Me.Kah Jie

Kim Yu.Len.Linda.Low

Lastly................

We present you our Miss Daniel. *grins*

He looks quite "pretty" with that mini umbrella.

He looks like a Japanese girl. Kawaii?? *rofl*

Feel like getting "his" contact number??

Pity "him". Kena tortured by girls.

P/S: I enjoy taking pictures with them.

All American Rejects — Fallin' Apart lyrics

2009-11-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

Can somebody save me?
Cus I'm thinking maybe
That you can take me piece by piece
Then you got your reasons
But I didn't need them
And either way I'm on my knees yeah
You knew when I was wrong
You say that I'm deranged
I can see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change
And no matter how far

Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Either way you're breaking my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're falling
Even when we're falling apart

You say that you're leavin
Say that you don't need him
And I'll I do is give and you just take
I guess that I knew it
I can't make it through it
But I'm gonna try this anyway

You knew when I was wrong
You knew that I'm deranged
I can see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change
And no matter how far
Wherever you

Wherever you go I'm callin
Even when you're breaking my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're falling
Even when we're falling apart
Yeah looks like were fallin apart

Anyone got it where the roses sleep
I can make you anything you wanna be
When my bodies close to me
I can give you anything you'd ever need

When I fall to the floor
Cuz I can't feel anymore
You can have my heart girl
You don't have to steal anymore
When I look to the stars
Wherever you are

Yeah wherever you are
Wherever you go I'm callin
Even when you're breakin my heart
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're fallin
Even when we're fallin apart

Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Wherever you go I'm crawlin
Even when we're fallin
Even when we're fallin apart
Yeah I guess we're fallin apart
Yeah it looks like were fallin apart
Yeah I guess I'm fallin apart

I'm so obsessed with you!

2009-11-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm obsessed with you. I'm so into you.
His acting and sweet strong voice attracted me completely.
The tone of his voice is what attracts me to him.
I never knew that I'm so obsessed with you!

P/S: I'm feeling good and everything is fine. What a relief!

You are you, I am me

2009-10-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

I used to talk to you everyday but now,
I cant even start a convo with you.
I cant communicate with you.
I cant talk to you.
I found there is nothing to talk about.
You have become a stranger to me now.
You're another person I haven't known.
You are a total stranger to me.

P/S: I just wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who is trustable. Unfortunately, there is no one I can even trust.

Gosh, I'm so obsessed with this song! < 3

2009-10-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

HEAR YOU ME BY JIMMY EAT WORLD

My favorite part of the movie-A Cinderella Story. I love this scene-classic.

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go
I never said thank you for that
'thought I might get one more chance

What would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
So what would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud

I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go

May angels lead you in
(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in
(May angels lead you in)
May angels lead you in

And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God wouldn't let it live

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in

P/S:I wish I could find someone to sing this song. I'm so obsessed with this song can't help it. Gosh, I'm so obsessed with this song! <3